I Won't Let You Go

Chapter 14

Several days have passed and Agnetha's mental state was worsening. Björn had gone out to the store to buy some groceries and get a few more items that was needed. The process had been taking him a few hours since he also had to run some errands in the studio as well. And therefore, she was convinced that Björn had left her for good.

This was along with the fact that her demons were circling around her again as much as Agnetha tried to get rid of them. But they just would go away.

Björn has always hated you.

He was too good for you.

He was better off with Lena, that's why he was married to her for 38 years.

You're ugly.

You're pathetic.

You're worthless.

You disgust me, Agnetha.

Stop being such a coward and kill yourself already.

"GET OUT OF MY MIND!" Agnetha shouted.

You're a horrible mother.

You're a horrible Mormor.

Your children hate you.

Your grandchildren hate you.

Nobody wants to listen to you or ABBA anyways.

Everything about you is worthless.

I hope you know that, Agnetha.

Just kill yourself already!

What's taking you so long?!

Everyone hates you and you are worthless anyways!

"I SAID GET OUT OF MY MIND!" Agnetha shouted once again.

She immediately ran inside the bathroom and grabbed her razor blade but it was nowhere to be seen. She immediately panicked as a result. Oh no! My razor blade! Where is it?! I can't find it!, she thought. Agnetha opened the medicine cabinet and grabbed some of her pills as well as some of Björn's that were in them as well and was just about to swallow them when she was stopped by somebody. It was Tilda, who had heard her Mormor's screams.

"MORMOR! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" Tilda exclaimed upon seeing her grandmother in the state that she was in.

"JUST GO AWAY TILDA!"

"NO! MORMOR PLEASE! WE LOVE YOU! DON'T DO THIS!" Tilda exclaimed. "MAMA! PAPA!"

"TILDA IT'S FINE! JUST GO ALREADY!"

"NO I'M NOT LEAVING! MAMA! MAMA! PAPA!"

Linda, Jens, and Christian immediately ran over to where Agnetha and Tilda were. The three were quick to notice what Agnetha was doing.

"MAMA STOP! PLEASE MAMA! YOU'RE SO LOVED! PLEASE DON'T DO THIS!" Linda exclaimed tearfully.

Agnetha shook her head in disbelief and ignored her daughter. She attempted to swallow the tablets once more but Christian and Jens were quick to stop her. Jens knocked all of the tablets off of Agnetha's hands. Agnetha gasped in horror as he did so.

"JENS! WHY DID YOU DO THAT?!" Agnetha shouted.

"BECAUSE WE LOVE YOU MAMA!" Christian replied back.

"Tilda go call your Morfar right now and tell him what's happening," Linda said to her daughter.

A tearful Tilda quickly obeyed her mother as she ventured back to the living room. Her two sisters were quick to notice Tilda's tears.

"Why are you crying?" Signe asked.