All these insecurities
Are finally taking over me
Being neglected is all I ever see
I'm really pathetic, aren't I?
I just want to disappear
With this cool breeze
Full of uncertainty
Will I finally be able to discover myself?
And seek my true destiny?
I wonder where this train will take me
If I took it until eternity
Will I finally be on my path?
And finally, escape this cruel world?
This life is getting too dizzy
How many more stops
Do I have to come across to be happy?
Is my goal near or far?
Will I be able to make it?
Train tracks are all I ever see
What would happen if I decided to jump?
Will my destiny turn dark?
Or will I be left in the dust?
I turn left and right
But these tracks never end
Walking alongside them
Are they slowly eating me?
Am I just in a maze in my head?
I see winter coming once more
Will I finally escape to see spring?
Or will the winter take over me?
All these thoughts are killing me
I can't see my path
And all my light is gone
I might not be able to make it
To see the upcoming stars
I see the silhouettes coming
Maybe this is my last breath
Maybe it is my time to go
And so I say goodbye
As these thoughts eat me away
And as the wind silences my screams
I am left alone in these train tracks
Ready for the winter to take me away
And erase I was ever here
Goodbye world
Until next time
When these train tracks
Take me to see spring
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