What is this reality I see myself in?
Am I just a puppet to society?
What's with all this uncertainty in my head?
Is this really life?
Or am I just in a euphoria?
Why has the world changed so much?
But neglect their past?
Why is it that I can not remember my past?
But remember the times I get hurt?
Is this all just a dream in my head?
Am I really real?
Am I meant to do something in this life?
Or was I just made to rot in the end?
Why are my thoughts drowning me again?
Is my unhappiness not good enough?
Is my misery no entertaining enough?
No matter how many times I try to rethink
There's nothing to stop me from drowning
Why does my head have to be so toxic?
Is this all just for entertainment in the world?
Is my passion that hilarious?
Maybe I won't make it far
But is this world really this cruel?
Is it all just fake?
Why is it that I can't picture a happy place?
A place where everyone is laughing
And there's nothing to worry about
A place where there is no judgment
And worthlessness doesn't exist
A place where everyone is accepted
No matter who you are
Why is it that none of that can ever happen?
All we do in this world is judge and attack others
Until they signal their defeat
What even is life at this time?
A place to destroy everyone?
Why do people act the way they do?
Do they not realize it makes people not want to live
And follow their ignorant rules?
If this is the life I was supposed to live
I'd rather not live at all
And stay in my sea of thoughts
Because one day
The darkness will eat me way
That one day I will declare defeat
And the euphoria will take me away
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