Poetry Station

Moonless

Moonless will be the correct word

To describe how I have been feeling recently

Maybe it's the thoughts of you

That are circling my mind

Why is it that I just can't forget you?

I try to shake you off my mind

I try to not let this sea of thoughts intoxicate me

Yet the feeling at the pit of my gut

Never goes away

And I become numb all over again

So what if I still think about you?

So what if these poems are about you?

So what if I'm destroyed inside?

Why does it matter to you?

Maybe my moods are bipolar

And maybe I am obnoxious

But I don't need your presence anymore

I'd rather feel moonless than the pain again

I can't take another heartbreak

I don't want to lose myself in you again

I want to keep my soul pure

I'd rather feel the absence of you

Than to hate myself again

No words can describe

How much it hurts me to

Write this last poem about you

Because I wish to forever forget you

No matter how many times I try

One day I won't recall you

And this moonless feeling

Will disappear in the darkness

And along with my feelings for you

That will turn into stardust

And you will forever be a lost memory

That has been archived in my mind