Why is it that I am fascinated by death?
Why do I always picture my death?
Am I seeing that my end is near?
Is this going to be my last goodbye?
I always wondered why I felt this
I don't want this to be my goodbye
I want to keep making more memories
Yet, why does this all feel like a dream?
Why does everything seem so fake these days?
Why are these thoughts drowning me?
Are my accomplishments fake?
Have I gone insane?
I just don't want to leave yet
I don't want to say goodbye
I want to keep making more memories
And meeting new stars
I want to stop feeling suffocated
And feel alive and free
But what can I do
When my thoughts consume me?
What can I do with all this uncertainty?
I don't even know what day it is anymore
I don't feel motivated to do anything
I just want to sleep
And never wake up
But just know I'm not leaving yet
Because I am not ready to let go
And definitely not ready to say goodbye
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Bacardi was getting to me at this point. All those quarantine thoughts kept eating me up inside, so the only was to detox was by writing <3
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