DEAR JOURNAL

DAY ONE

TW-character death, blood, sad dad, Roman freaking out
Oof
That's it
That's all we have to say
Just
Oof
-Authors
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Patton's pov

Dear billy,

Dee teleports away from us and is replaced with a new side. His looks like Thomas when he was a kid and is wearing his Steven universe star t-shirt and blue jeans. Awwww he's cuteeeeee.

"I claim you, your my son now" I say while hugging the side.

"O-ok...?" He gently pushes me off of him.

"I'm thomas' mischief you can call me Em, I'll be in charge of your quest"

"Ok, let's get started. I want V back as soon as possible" Roman says while scowling. This must be really hard on the poor kiddo. Em waves his hand and three doors appear. They all have our logos and colors on them.

"First up fear key" me says while opening my door.

"In each of these rooms are your greatest fear. You have to face it and beat it then you will get the key, Morality you're up first" I shakily nod my head and walk through the door that closes behind me. Inside there is nothing. It's just black. That's strange, I don't fear being alone, I fear......god no. I run back to the door and bang on it.

"Em, let me out please" I beg, I don't get any response. Then a bright light flashes. Logan, Roman, and Virgil appear in front of me. Then three paths appear and they walk away from me. Then again, and again. They keep leaving me over and over. I feel hot tears falling down my face. Then the pattern changes, they start to speak.

"This is your fault" Logan spits out at me.

"W-what's my fault" then a pool of red starts to spread around his torso. Then he dies. Again and again. So many times. Logan keeps dying in front of me.

Again

Again

Again

Over and over

Not Logan!

Then it clicks.

"This isn't real" I say. The room goes black. I cheer and jump up and down with joy. Then Virgil appears, no not Virgil, Paranoia.

"Hi dad," he spits out at me. Then Roman and Logan rise up next to him. They start to spit insults at me. Over and over.

"This isn't real, come on Em I passed your damn test!" I yell out. The door behind me swings open. I walk over to Em and punch him in the face.

"Patton!" Logan yells.

"Don't worry I deserve it" Em says while rubbing his jaw.

"Damn right you do"

"What happened!"Logan says while hugging me.

"I don't wanna talk about it" I grumble.

Roman's pov

Dear journal,

Patton and Logan are too busy hugging to realize Em is pushing me into my room. It is a large black room with a single figure. The figure turns around and I see his face. It's Virgil, with his normal clothes and make up. I run to the figure and give him a hug. He quickly hugs back. Then the scene changes, I'm standing at the altar in a white suit while V walks down the aisle with his arm linked in Patton's wearing a white suit. Oh my god, this is our wedding. Time skips ahead to the end of the ceremony.

"You may now kiss each other" Logan says. Virgil pulls me into him and presses our lips together. Time skips forward again.

"Babe! Can you come here!" Virgil yells from the front door. He is holding a baby boy.

"We always wanted a kid right?" He says as he hands the adorable baby boy(why am I crying-Liz idk, not my problem-Alec, your evil-Liz) to me.

"Yeah" I laugh out with tears in my eyes.

"What are we gonna name him" I ask

"Pranks" then time skips again. I open my eyes and see Virgil's limp body on the floor. There is a pool of blood around him and his eyes are open. All life is drained out of him. I fall to my knees and let out strangled sobs. Then it all goes black. I open my eyes again and there is V hugging me. Time skips to the wedding, then to the vows, to our son, to Virgil's death.

Hug

Wedding

Vows

Son

Death

Again

Again

147 times

"Please, I don't want to see anymore" I sob.

"You know how to stop it!" a voice says. I have to do as I always feared and let Virgil go.

the cycle repeats again.

As we hug my face is blank

When I watch V walk down the aisle I don't show any emotion

When he kisses me I don't melt into it just a small peck

When he hands me the baby I can't even bring myself to smile

As I watch his dead body only a small single tear falls down my face

I feel numb

The room goes black and I brace myself for another round of mental torture. But none comes. Instead the door opens. I walk out of the room, now knowing why Patton punched Em. Patton runs to me and pulls me into a big hug.

"I get it kiddo" I grumble in agreement but I don't hug him back.

Logan's pov

Dear journal,

Roman exits the room and Patton leaves my side to hug him. As Pat mumbles unknown words to Roman Em pulls me into my room. As people say haha. I don't fear anything, fear is an irrational feeling thus not affecting the embodiment of logic. I walk into the room and it is black. Ok cool let's get this going. Patton appears in front of me. NOT PATTON I remind myself. He collapses to the floor and blood pools around him. Not real.

"Ok cool, can I go now" I yell out to Em who is no doubt watching and listening. The door behind me opens and I walk out.

"Ok, that was a waste of time, can we have the first key now?" I say, all three of them gaping at me.

"H-how did you.....wwwwhatttt" Em says.

"The test is simple as long as you remember that nothing in there was real" I state.

"Whatever" Em mumbles. He snaps and a purple key appears in his hand.

"Great, now next task please"

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Logan's a freaking badass-Liz

Yeah, I kinda hate what we did to Roman though lol-Alec

You mean what you did to Roman-Liz

IT WAS YOUR FREAKING IDEAAA-Alec

Shh we don't talk about that-Liz

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