resurrects [meanie]✔

🔥 95.

wonwoo's

napa-ungol ako nang wala sa oras ng maramdaman kong may kamay na pumalupot sa bewang ko at hinigit ako papalapit sakanya, maya maya pa ay may mainit naman na hangin na bumubuga mula sa kanang bahagi nang leeg ko.

i shifted my head to the right side and i slowly opened my eyes as mingyu's soft raven hair greeted me. i stroke his hair and distance it afar from my nose kasi baka mag-sneeze ako at magising sya.

dahil sa sobrang lapit namin, naramdaman ko ang pagbigat ng hininga nya kaya automatic na napakunot ang aking noo.

"babe? min ko, gising ka ba?"

i moved my free hands on his shoulder and tap it consecutive times. i can feel how his breaths getting heavier as i heard a silent but enough for me to hear, his sob.

naalarma ako nang wala sa oras kaya mas nilakasan ko pa ang pag-tap sa balikat nya. kumabog ng wala sa oras ang puso ko as i stared at him worriedly.

"babe? min ko, gising ka. what's wrong?"

but instead of answering me, he pulled me more closer to him na kulang nalang ay magkapalit na kami ng katawan.

i can feel his heart beats beating rapidly along with a silent sobs. i shook his body for him to notice me and for him to tell me what's wrong. kinakain na ako agad ng kaba sa dibdib ko.

once again, i shook his body and tapped his shoulders consecutive times. after a minute of doing those, he losen the grip but our body are still collided with each other.

"w-woo. ."

"min, what's wrong? may problema ba? may masakit ba sayo? tell me min, you're making me nervous."

sinandal nya yung ulo nya sa dibdib ko at sapat yon para maramdaman kung paano sya huminga ng malalim.

he reached for my left hand and he intertwined those with his fingers.

konti nalang maniniwala na kong nagdadrama tong lalaking to. pero bakit ganon? i can feel something was off and something was wrong. gusto kong malaman, i wanna know why he's acting like this and why did he cried?

i let him play my hands along with his fingers. nawala na din yung pagbigat ng hininga nya pero ramdam ko na may hindi tama. he was hidding something from me. akala nya yata hindi ko mararamdaman kung paano nya ko yakapin kanina.

and within those hugs, the bittersweet feeling inside of me started to devoured me with negative thoughts. he wouldn't hug me like that for nothing. mingyu's not fond of feigning lies, mostly to me.

"i love you min ko."

he stopped playing our hands together. he placed our hands in my tummy.

"i-i love you most w-woo ko."

i heave a sighed. "now tell me what's wrong."

he rubbed the back of my hand using his thumb, yun lang kasi ang makakagalaw since magka-holding hands nga kame.

i stroke his hair using my right hand as i waited for him to open up about the matter and why did he acted like that minutes ago.