Memories
I have a box
Where I keep my old memories
Each one of them
The happy, the angry, the depressing ones
I have the key
And the devil has a double
Make the memories come back
To where they once felt safe
I see faces
I see pains
I see happiness
And I see sadness
I see love
I see regrets
I see bravery
And I see fear
I see a life
That would have been normal
To anyone
And yet it fucked me up big time
I lost my keys but the devil didn't
When I lay awake at two a.m.
Feeling the anxiety bottling up
Memories of the people I might have hurt
They're fine and I'm not
They forgot and I didn't
They moved on and I can't
They don't care, but I do
Memories from the past
Leading to falling fast
Into a pitch black pit
If I have to live like this, than so be it
As long as they don't
They won't remember me
But I don't want them to
So it's fine by me
YOU ARE READING
Life in a few words
Poetry"You can't summarise life with just a few words." "Watch me." Just a little poem book Started: May 2020
