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Ecstatic // JM

"I miss you so much, chubs." Were the words that you heard as soon as you answered Jimin's request for FaceTime. You can see how thin he got. His jawline and collarbones are clearly seen. "Jimin, are you eating properly?" You eyed him.

Even if you're just staring on your phone, Jimin can feel your intense glare and it made him nervous. "Yah! I said I miss you. Did you not miss me?! Is there someone else?!" Jimin pretended to scream at you, but a blank face is all he got. You knew he was just joking to dodge the question.

"I asked the question first. Answer my question first." You said and gave him the glare again. "Ye-yes... of course I am!" He's lying. Definitely lying. He even stuttered for pete's sake. "Chubs, you're clearly lying." You looked like you were about to throw hands, and it made him nervous. "I am no-"

"What's bothering you lately, Jimin? Tell me everything. I'm willing to listen, always." Jimin didn't expect that. He was shocked by how your stern voice turned soft. Jimin's heart melted and it made him think, What is heppening to me?

Jimin was not being himself lately. He was worried about a lot of things and it's bothering him to the core. Jimin can't bring his feelings into words. Is he sad? Bothered? Lost? Or does he just miss you so much?

It's been three months since this long distance relationship between you two. You've been dating since the two of were in high school. And in you two's four years of dating, this was the biggest change that happened. You needed to go to L.A. for your studies.

It was an opportunity that you couldn't just reject, it was your dream to study there and finish your degree. Jimin was also happy for you. He was the one who pushed you to do your best to have this once in a lifetime opportunity.

Sadly, these past few days, Jimin was overthinking everything. He was bothered by it all; the distance, the longing and the thought of you changing. It scares him that you may change while you're too far away from him. Afraid that you might change and he wouldn't be enough for the woman you'll be.

You noticed how silent Jimin was. He was staring at nothing, and you know exactly what's bothering him lately. "Jiminie, are you doubting yourself again?" You said with as your gaze upon him soften. You felt bad knowing that a part of you is causing him to be like this.

Jimin didn't reply and he just stared at you on the screen. "You know I love you, right? So much." You asked and you had this strong urge to hug him so tight, but distance wouldn't let you.

"I know. And I love you too." He answered with a bittersweet voice. You badly want to kiss and hug him at moments like this, but it's impossible at a situation like this. "What's troubling you, Jimin? Tell me please."

Jimin finally answered your question truthfully. He told you how afraid he was, he told you why. You felt your heart ache and it made you tear up. "Chubs? I'm sorry I know it's just me. Please don't cry, I'm so-"

"Stop blaming yourself for everything, Jimin." You cut him off. "I know I have my faults too." You said as you wipe your tears. Jimin was about to talk but you cut him off quickly.

"I'm so sorry if you feel like this, Jimin. I know our situation is hard to handle, but please always remember that I love you and only you." You can see a worried look on Jimin's face and it made your heart melt knowing how much this man cares for you.

"Jiminie," You continued. "I know we're in a hard situation right now, but we'll make it through this, arraseo?" You said as you lean onto your screen. "I love you more than you know, Jimin. Nothing can change that. I assure you." You said with a smile. Your smile that made the butterflies in Jimin's stomach go wild.

Jimin thought that you were done but your next words made his heart melt more than ever. "You were the one who was there to see me grow, you were the one who made me better. And I can't see any reason for me to leave you. There's no reason. I only love Park Jimin, and that Park Jimin is you. Only you."

Jimin can't describe how you make him feel. There are no words to describe how happy he is to have someone like you. Even ecstatic is an understatement.

"I'm sorry, chubs. I trust you." Jimin said, looking brighter than ever. "I love you." Jimin was the love of your life, and you can't imagine your life without him. The distance really is a bother, but you know that love is stronger.