BTS Imagines ✨

Apple // JK

Jungkook and you have been friends for who knows how long. From the start, it was you who supported Jungkook. Since you two were kids, all you did was to support him. You were there when he knew how to read, when the teacher calls for his name but he doesn't know the answer. You were there for his recitals, when he was learning taekwondo, and most importantly, you were there when he was reaching for his dreams.

Jungkook is the bestest friend you know. You were always there for each other. Though sometimes he might act like he doesn't care and he might act tough, but you know how soft he is. That's why you love him.

It's sad how much you love him. You love him so much that you'll do everything and anything for him. Heck you always help him to find someone he can go with in your school's dance, even though you know you'll end up not going because it'll hurt you seeing him with somebody else. What a martyr you are.

You sighed deeply, trying to shrug off these disheartening thoughts. You stayed in the boys' dressing room, waiting for their segment to finish for the show. Minutes later, the boys arrived one by one. They said their greetings for you, but Jungkook wasn't there.

"Looking for Jungkookie?" Jimin asked and you nodded in response. "He's still having his interview. He's going to be the last one after Taehyung." He said and gave you a smile. "Hey, (Y/N)..." Jimin called you and sat beside you.

"How long?" You gave him a confused look because of his question, but he just laughed softly at you. "What do you mean?" You asked. "How long have you liked our Jungkookie?" He asked leaving you speechless.

"Wh-what do you m-mean? I d-don't like hi—Is it that obvious?!" You gave up. Besides, you know you can trust Jimin. He just laughed at you. You sighed while leaning your back and smiled faintly. "I don't know really, can't remember when. I don't even know why!" You explained.

"I know how much you are hurting, (Y/N)." Jimin said with a serious tone, he patted your shoulder. "You might be friends with him longer than we have, but I'm not that dense." Jimin gave you a hug so tight that you wanted to cry on his shoulder, but you can't. You know that Jungkook will arrive anytime now, that's why you tried so hard not to. Jimin let you go and tucked your hair behind you ear. "Poor Kookie." He said and smiled at you. "Not knowing what we know."

"What do I not know that you both know?" You froze when you heard a familiar voice. "How long have you been leaning on that door?" Jimin asked him. Jungkook walked towards you two, grabbing the apple on the table and he took a bite. "Long enough to see you two hugging." He answered while Jimin just chuckled. "Why? You jealous or something?" Jimin stood up and walked towards him.

You were still frozen on your sit not know what will happen. Did he hear? Does he now know about your feelings? You were so nervous that you couldn't move on your seat. Jimin asked him a question; a very crucial one. You were scared of what will Jungkook answer. Not scared if he is jealous, but scared if he'll say no.

"No. What the hell?" Jungkook said and laughed. There it is, he said it. You can feel your heart shattering. "What I'm saying is if you two are dating, please don't do it behind my back." Jungkook said while laughing and sat down. All the boys looked at him with disappointment. They all know, they all feel.

You on the other hand, instinctively put your hand on your chest. Trying to rub it because of the pain you are feeling. You couldn't handle it. "Why on earth would you think I'll date Jimin?" You said while standing up still not facing him. "I know right. Why would you date this sma—" He was taken aback when you suddenly slapped him.

His eyes widened. You never did that, you never knew you will. The boys stood up making the staffs leave the room, and they did. The boys got worried when they heard you sob, they went to the two of you. Trying to make the both of you calm down. Jungkook stood up a little mad about what you did, "Yah! How could y—"

"How could you not know how much I love you?!" You shouted. Jungkook was speechless, not knowing what to say. You were crying your heart out, and you know it wasn't healthy. "For years I've been there for you. Always! I always make you feel loved, supported and appreciated. Hell I even help you with your dates! I end up not going to the school's dance because it hurts me to see you with somebody else." You continued crying and can't stop. The boys patted your back and it didn't help.

After that, you realized what you just said. It made you regret. Freaking feelings. You said to yourself. "Calm down now. The two of you." Jin said.

Jungkook still in shock about your sudden confession, doesn't know what to do. You can't do anything but cry. Jimin tried to calm you down but he knows how you are. He knows that it can't be stop.

"Jungkook, you okay?" Namjoon asked. Shaking Jungkook for him to come back to his senses. "Should we leave you two or—"

"Mianhae." Jungkook finally spoke. "I'm sorry for not noticing. I'm sorry for being a fool. But mostly," He took a deep breath and said, "I'm sorry that I can't love you the way you love me."