Winchester's sister

C 77

Liana is in her room, trying to not think about earlier's encounters.

The almost kiss before Dean came in, last night.

And about 20 minutes ago when she basically told Jack she wanted to kiss him.

Oh, how she wishes he won't pick up on it.

He did look confused when she said it, and she had covered it up good, right.

Liana turns on her side as she tries to block it out.

Ever since Maggie mentioned how Jack could be more, that there is more between them... Liana can't help feeling strange.

Like the way she felt when she first looked at him in the house the day he was born.

An urge towards him.

A pull.

what most people call a connection.

Not like one she has felt with her friends, family.

This is more intense.

Almost like, he is the most precious thing and she doesn't want to let him go.

Like oxygen.

Liana can't put it into words, but maybe she feels something for him, she has never felt in her life.

Has only seen in the movies.

Difference is, this is her life, not a movie.

Also this is Jack, how he is half angel.

Well was.

What if it is just her who feels this way.

Liana needs to stop feeling this way towards Jack.

It would never work out.

Liana feels, she  would ruin the bests thing she has in her life, and she doesn't want to do that.

She can't get herself to.

She needs Jack in her life, even if it just is as a brother, a best friend, family.

As long as he never leaves her, all is good.

As he is the most important thing to her.

And always will be.

Jack lies on his bed, his hands under his head as he stares up at the ceiling.

Lost in his thoughts.

Liana's words from earlier repeating in his head.

Confused as tho why she said them to him.

There is a knock on his door and he smiles as he glances at it.

Jack instantly thinks, it is Liana, for a movie night.

They always have before bed.

"Come in"

Jack sits up, turning to face the door, as he sits cross legged on the bed.

The door opens, revealing Cass.

"Well, uh... Jules is off. She's taking Lora back home to her mother."

"Jack, I just wanted to say, I'm--I'm so sorry. I know that you've been going through a lot lately. I know that you've been going through a lot lately. We've all been going through a lot. It's just no excuse."

The air starts to get silent.

"I-I just haven't been there for you, not the way I should've."

"Cass, it's okay."