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𝑆𝐼𝑋

𝑄𝑈𝐸𝐸𝑁𝑆, 𝑁𝐸𝑊 𝑌𝑂𝑅𝐾
11:50 𝑝.𝑚
2020
𝑆𝑡𝑢𝑑𝑖𝑜

"i can't seem to get this song right" i told Blaze who sat behind me

"you need some alone time i'll tell everyone to leave?" he asked me

"yeah do that" i told him while i lit my blunt

i don't smoke as much only when i'm stressing or i need some alone time from others, i was working on my third song that was going to be put on my album but i couldn't find the words i was looking for, i based it off my last relationship about this girl i had been with for more then a year with her i seen myself with her for a long time but she decided to be an opp and i find that shit out and had to cut her off, i hate she did me like that's why i am the way i am cause i put my trust in her and she fucked up.

"excuse me?" i heard a voice say

i turned around seeing yanna standing in the door frame i looked her over before licking my lips shawty was bad as fuck but her attitude was nasty so that was a turn off for me but that can all be change

"wassuh?" i asked her

"well i got lost looking for the bathroom y'all got some big ass hallways in this place" she said while coming sitting on the sofa

i looked at her before speaking "preciate for stopping by but i got work to do" i told her

"niggas still mad cause they dick hurt" she said before standing up

"ain't nobody mad bout that shit i just need to think for my song" i said to her

"ouu can i hear it?"

"mane no it's not done" i told her

"let me listen to it you might need another person perspective on it" she said

i looked at her for a minute before turning in the seat replaying the song for her, i sat there watching her nodding her head to the song before it ended "whatcha think?" i asked her

"the problem is you not putting yo soul into the song" she said while sitting back down

"whatcha mean?"

"what i mean is you rappers want y'all fans to feel y'all but y'all be half ass it put your heart in that shit" she said

"i put my heart in every song i make so you buggin now" i told her as i let my blunt out

"yeah you too your heart in those songs but this one it seem like something blocking you from going all the way" she said

she got up from the sofa "i'm not telling you what to do but if you want to feel it put your all into it go in a dark place in your life and go in" she said before leaving out the room

"go into a dark place" i said myself

~

"momma!?" i said as i walked in my momma house

"toosii stop that yelling i'm in the kitchen" i heard her voice

"yessir i smells good up in here" i said as i kissed her cheek

"i know it does ya momma know how to cook but i already fix you a plate so go and sit down and tell me about your day" she said

i sat down ready to dig into my food before she hit my hand

"we gotta pray first boy" she said as she sat across from me

"dear heavenly father i asked that you protected us in a world full of hate dear lord i want to say thank you for being with us and watching over us i ask that you bless this food that we are about to eat amen" she said before opening her eyes