Chances

She

Lisa pov
4 years ago: flashback
After Knowing On what happen to my Brother I keep blaming myself. I'm was crying almost every night. I locked myself inside my room I don't want to talk to anyone including Dad and Jennie.
"It was me I'm Sorry Muchkin. If only.. if only I didn't ask you drive me that night. You will still be here. You will still alive." I was crying at floor beside my bed.
I hear knocking on my door. And open it
"Lisa It's me Jennie. I will turn on the lights for second. You need eat something." Jennie She's here she's still here even if I told her a thousand times to go home and leave me alone she never give up.
"Lisa... lili boo ..! You need eat even if just a little. You didn't touch your food again. And you need to take your medicine" she pleaded me
"No I don't want too. I want to die now." I approach her holding her hands and pleaded.
"Jennie. Please... kill me now I don't want to live. I wanna go with Jin.. maybe if I die he will live. Dad needs him more than me. Jennie please kill me now. I need to see him to tell him to go back here" Crying so loud.
"Jennie please....I want to die..! Please!!" I was crying loud now while Jennie hugging me and crying loud too.
"Lisa. I can't do that. If I kill now. Then who's gonna take care of me..? I thought your not gonna leave me? And if you die. I will go with you. " jennie Says
"Get out your useless.. get out now" I was so mad at her and pushing her hard to get outside at my room.
"Bring your stupid Food with you I don't need that. I don't need anybody" crying again.
I was Like that for a week now no water, no food Crying is all I know. Until one day.
"Lisa.....lisa... I'm gonna turn on the lights hmm"
Lights on.
"Lisa.. lisssaaa" I was lying on the floor unconscious
"Help.. Lisa.. help me please.." and my two bodyguards arrive.
"Lisa Let's bring her to the hospital."

At the hospital:
"Baby Girl..." I heard him calling me.
"Baby girl.." his here
"Munchkin..." sobbing uncontrollably
"Babygirl What are you doin here did I told you stay with dad. You promise me you gonna Take care of him and You gonna love him while I'm away. Baby girl. This happen. This not your fault. No ones gonna blame its all an accident you hurt yourself too. "
He said
"But...I miss you." Crying
"I know Babygirl.. I miss you and dad too but you need to be strong for me. I need you to go back there and be happy. Jennie your pushing her away with you. She's hurting your hurting her. But look she still there she never give you up. Lisa don't give up just because of what happen with me. Don't blame yourself just because I'm not there anymore. Live For Me do the things you really wanted I wanna see you Dance you know and Sing. I wanna see you How to be successfully As A CEO. I wanna see you To be In Love With the Person you Love. Open your eyes and you Will see What happiness to you."
He told Me and then his gone.
I open My eyes then I remember What he told Me " open your eyes and you Will see what happiness to you" Just when I see those pretty eyes Of Her.starring back at Me
"Lisa...Lisaaa.. " She called Me.while tears falling Down in Her eyes
"Lisa Oh My God Thank you For coming back! I thought Im gonna loose you again" shes crying While shes hugging Me.
"Yahh Jennieyah do you really want Me alive or not coz your hug really tight I cant breath" I told Her While smiling.
"Im sorry im Just so happy. Wait you smiling" She ask Me With Tears in Her eyes did I really Just That miserable.
"I am" I say
"I'm sorry Nini Boo for Everything bad I did you. I was just so devastated and Lonely" I said and Hugging her again.
After that incident I Just convince myself that her Jennie ruby Jane Kim Is My happiness..
End of flashback