Chances

Be mine

Jennie Pov
Next Morning
I woke up with a smile in my lips and happy heart when I see the person right next to me. Finally I got to say what I've been trying to say with her for a year now.
Touching Her hair strand that slightly Touching her face to the back of her ear. She was calm, and Peaceful and Beautiful. I smiled with myself.
"Am I really deserved you?" I asked myself.
"Are you really In love with me?"
Somehow in back of my mind I can't stop thinking what if she really didn't Love me back. What if she was just jealous of kai as friend? What if's.
Shaking my head to disappear all the negative thoughts.
Touching her face, her , her Noise... her Lips..
remember the kiss last night. Breath deep.
"Lisa...How can you be so beautiful even if your sleeping. I can look at you like this. Even if forever"
When her eyes Slowly open. Staring back At me.
"Good Morning Beautiful" She said with a husky morning voice.
"How long you've been up." She asked while Staring her sleepy but still beautiful eyes with me.
"Not That Long" I said.
We've been staring for half an hour now but no one wants to give up to this staring contest at early in the morning..
"I can stare at you All day long like this Nini Boo" she told me with wide smile in her face.
"And I can Stare like you like this forever lili boo" I said with conviction.
"But The things is.... I'm kinda hungry now nini can we just Continue this Staring competition later. I promise. I will make you win if you feed me now" she said with pleading eye and I laugh with her.
"Okay okay. Just take a shower first coz you smell reeking alcohol all over you. And you smells bad aisssh. This woman" I told her and  getting up in the bed while laughing at her reaction.
"Yahhh JennieYahhh i didn't smell that bad...." she shouted at me. And I'm still laughing at her.
"Yess you do. Miss Manoban.. aisshhh." And then I walk away. But I can still hear what she saying .
"Yaahhhh You were just kissing me last night. With this smell. Aisshhhh"!!!

"Jennie Can I ask you something"
" Sure what is it"
"Did you really mean it everything you said to me last night? Coz if it's not. Or maybe because of pity. It's fine. We can forget it now. And let's just be friends. I don't wanna pressured you it's just because I told you my real feeling towards you." She told me while holding my hands.
" Lisa. Everything I said to last night. Are real. I mean it. " I love you.. i do..But...."
"But What jennie What's the matter. You just told me it's real then what is it?"

" but.. Lisa I have a boyfriend kai.. his really nice I don't know how to tell this with him. I don't want to break his heart. I can't just tell him that we're done it's just because I told you what I feel about you?" I told her with tears coming down my eyes.

"I understand Jennie. I know..! I know how you feel.
And your right. His nice and I think he really loves you.its fine."

"I'm sorry..!!"
"It's okay I think it's better for both of us to be like this. Like what I said I don't want pressure you."

"Lisa?"
"Hmmm?"
"Can we just go back to what we were before. Being you as my Bestfriend and me as your bestfriend let's just bring back the old us. I miss that and I miss you."

"Jennie as much as I want to bring back that old Of us. I think... I can't. It's different now. It's not like we were before you have someone to consider his feelings."

"But Lisa"
"Jennie... it's fine.. I will be okay now. Just Go with your heart say. I will support you. But please don't make me do the things that I know it will hurt the both of us. Let's just Be Do our things separately."

"Just go with your own and I will try to live on my own without you. I will try to forget everything and move on." She told me while she's crying Hard I know she didn't mean it. But still why I feel like she's gonna leave me. And this this time for good.

"Lisa I didn't say that...." before I finish what about to say the phone ring...
"Miss Manoban I'm sorry To bothered you but there's a man here. Who's looking for Miss Jennie Kim. His name is Kai did you you know him?" The reception ag lobby.
"Yes please guide him up here. Thank you."

"It's kai. Get yourself together." And the elevators open
"Hon" Kai While approaching jennie for Hug.
"Hon let's go home. I will take you home to change. My dad is waiting for us." I forgot he will introduce me today with his dad.  Looking at Lisa
"Miss Manoban Thank you for taking care of my girlfriend. And make her staying the night. Anyway are you okay now?" He asked her while shaking  her hand.
"Yes Kai I'm okay now."
"Great Anyway we have to go now. She needs to change. We're in hurry dad is waiting for us for lunch. I will introduce her personally with him. "
"Yeah sure.. go now you will be late"
"Bye jennie"
Smile for the last time with me.