Love live! X Reader

Eli x Jealous! Fem reader

(Y/n)'s pov

"(Y/n) come back!" My girlfriend yelled. I kept running away from her. I just couldn't stand looking her and Nozomi. It hurt me inside. I know their bestfriends but they're a bit touchy maybe? Nozomi gropes her and they hug hold hands. They seem like the couple.

I ran straight to my house and sat on my bed. "Maybe she doesn't love me anymore." Tears started welling up in my eyes. In a few minutes I was crying my eyes out. I'm mean but thats just my pride and once I let it sink in I get hurt by everything. I don't want to be seen as weak to other people.

My phone rang a few times before I finally picked it up. "Hey (Y/n) can I come over? With Nozomi." 'Of course with Nozomi.' "Sure but don't annoy me to much!" "Calm down we won't." She giggled. "I'll be there in a few minutes." "Alright." I hung up the phone.

It was still to painful

Seeing them..

Why don't they just date...

It seems as if I'm nothing to Eli

Does she really love me?

Or is this all a big lie

My heart it hurts to much

Why?

Why?!

I just want to be loved but..

It feels like all she does is love her best friend

Maybe.. She really does.

"(Y/n)!! Open your door!" I jumped and unlocked my front door. "Make yourself comfortable I'm going into my room so you both don't annoy me." I puffed my cheek and looked away.

"(Y/n)~ Don't be like that~" She walked up to me and hugged me. I pushed her off me. "G-get off me!" She had a saddened look on her face but replaced it with a smile. "Alright (Y/n) you can go into your room." "Its about time!" I walked into my room and started playing music. 'I hate being like this.'

(3rd persons) pov

"I told you Nozomi she hates me!" "You know (Y/n) can be a hassle at times. I'm sure she doesn't mean it." Eli rubbed her temples. "I just can't help but feel like maybe she just lost interest and is forcing the relationship." Nozomi smiled at Eli. "My cards says she isn't ." "Let's hope your cards are right."

"I just want to love her.. be there for her... comfort her when she needs it... I really love her and over the past few months we've been dating I feel more and more attached.. I've fallen in love with her even more.. I swear Nozomi I'll never hurt that girl!"

(Y/n)'s pov

"I swear Nozomi I'll never hurt that girl." I tore down my pride and walked towards Eli. "(Y-y/n)?" I looked into her eyes before kissing her passionately. I slowly pulled back and wiped my lips. Eli touched her lips. "I'll be going now~" Nozomi said and walked out the door.

"(Y-y/n). I can't believe you did that!" I sighed and dragged her to the couch. "Sorry I've ignored you and ran away from you... I got a bit jealous." I scratched the back of my neck.

Eli pinched my cheeks. "I won't ever cheat or leave you I promise!!" I pulled her closer to me. "I know this may be a bit weird hearing it from me but I- I- love y-you." She giggled and pulled me in for a kiss. She bit the bottom of my lip and I opened. She instantly shoved her tongue in.

She continued kissing me until the need for air came. "Hey you're not a bad kisser~" I pouted. "Sorry~" I grabbed her hand and held it. She put my head on her lap. "We can stay warm like this." I blushed but complied with it.

"You're so cute like this." "I could say the same about you." I loved being like this with Eli. I felt at peace with all the doubts in my mind. "Thanks Eli." I looked up at her and she was sleeping. "'Jeez, you're hopeless." I shut my eyes and began sleeping.