Mine And Mine Only (Completed)

Chapter 19

I hope everyone is good and enjoying the story so far. I'm almost done writing the book so be prepared for chapters more often. So far the book is 30 chapters. Thoughts on me writing a shorter book from the Guardian Angel's POV?

~Dia POV~

'How? Why? When? Huh? When the hell... I can't believe this... he has been in my life for only a year maybe just a bit more, I never saw it... how did he hide it so well?'

"Kyle?" I barely croak it out. His wild curly black hair bounces in his face.

"Hey..." he says so casually. He moves closer to me and I can see his blue eyes finally. I'm frozen in place. "Okay I understand that you are in shock and you have a thousand questions."

"Why me?" It comes out as a whisper.

His face drops... "why not you?" I just stare at him "Dee.. you're so special... and beau-"

I cut him off "I'm not beautiful Kyle... I'm full of scars... I have a lot of baggage... I-"

He cuts me off. "Let me speak... please..." I close my mouth and let him speak. "I had seen you once in the mall, years ago... I don't think you remember it but I worked at the small cafe you, Ava and Jayden would come and have something every weekend. From that day on I knew that I wanted you."

I go through my memories and funny enough I remember the cafe but I don't remember him. "Once I knew your name I was hooked, I watched you and eventually I quit the part time job and followed you. Then I saw where you lived... then I saw you crying in bed at night after your father had hit you and raped you... also once the trial came up... it just sped things along. The plan was that I was going to get you to slowly warm up to me but... here we are..."

"Why didn't you help me earlier once you saw what he was doing?" My question is filled with anger and he is caught off guard.

"Uh... I... I didnt want to be found out..." I am fuming at the fact that I could've been spared for so many years of suffering.

"So you just fucking left me!! I couldn't defend myself Kyle!! I couldn't save myself!!" I launch myself at him even though my ribs hurt. I tackle him and we both fall to the ground, I land ontop of him and I begin pounding his chest and he just holds his hands up. "You could've saved me!! You could've stopped my pain!!" My pounding starts to lighten and my anger turns into sadness. "I could've been okay! You could have saved me!!"

I stop hitting him and place my head on his chest and I sob uncontrollably. "You could've saved me..." I keep repeating this same sentence and after a while Kyle sits up slowly and cradles me. He wraps his arms around me as my sobs turn to sniffles.

"Shhh... it's okay Dee... it's okay... I know  you're angry and upset, I know I should've saved you then... but you were too young and I was just not ready... you have to understand once I could, I started building this place for you... for us... you have no idea how hard it's been for me to keep this to myself. When I heard that you were once pregnant and you lost the baby, I wanted to slam his head against the table so hard..."

I look up at him after a while and then a thought runs through my head. "Wait... how did my mom and your dad then... meet?"

"Ah now that... that was pure luck... well I did maybe give him a nudge when he wasnt sure if he should propose or not." After a few more moments of silence he says. "Soooooo... you're upset with the fact that I didn't take you sooner and not the fact that I took you?"