Why dont we Imagines(REQUEST OPEN)

Bad drug J.M

Aliana's POV
"Why Jonah please tell me Why!" I yelled at my boyfriend of 5 years. "Please babe listen I just don't know-" I cut him off. "You don't know what the fuck do you mean you don't know, Five fucking years Jonah your bullshit even when you fix me you break me again even harder!" I say tears running down my face like a waterfall. "I don't know I'm just scared." He said. "Jonah why are you scared five years and you still have your guard up just let me in Jonah please I will always love you but you have to let me in." I say stepping closer to him holding his face in my hands making him look at me. "Baby I love you but when you say you love me do you mean it?" I ask softly wiping the tears still falling off my face. "Yes I love you." He mumbled. "Then let me in you make it feel like our love is forbidden, but I'm here opening up for you." I say wiping his tears as well. Jonah hugged me like his life would end if he let go. I held him tighter. "Your insane you're know." He said laughing. "What do you mean." I ask. "You still love me even though I'm a train wreck and I'm just broken." He said. "I will always be here jonah we've known each other for ever don't think I'm leaving, I was there when you broke your arm falling of your bike I was there when you won your championship game in highschool I was there during your first heart break but I won't be the cause of your next one I'm here and I'm not leaving." I said when he then placed his lips on mine softly and passionately. I wrapped my arms around his neck as his hands found my waist. I knew this time was different then the others. He lifted me off the ground as my legs wrapped around his waist. He sat me on the island table in our kitchen as we pull away for air. "I love you so fucking much Aliana." He said resting his forehead to mine. "I love you more Jonah Marais."

~so why does it feel like a bad drug why is your love such a bad drug~