You're My Girl ~ Tayler Holder

Chapter 5

Lauren POV
Fans have noticed that Tayler and I have been spending a lot of time together recently. They've started commenting ship on my socials. I don't really know why. I mean they all know Tayler and I are best friends. We addressed the rumours on a live a few days ago as we were getting bombarded with questions. I've always thought Tayler was an attractive guy but he's my best friend so I never thought anything of it. All of these comments are starting to make me question how I truly feel about him.

Kelianne snapped her fingers in front of me. "What?" I asked, focusing my attention back on her. "You didn't hear what I just said did you?" I shook my head. "Sorry I was thinking about some stuff." "Was it Tayler stuff by any chance?" I looked at her with a slight smile. I laid back on her bed. "I've seen all of the comments on both of your socials." She said. "I don't get it. Everyone knows we are best friends. Why all of a sudden are people shipping us? This has never happened before." I groaned. "How do you honestly feel about Tayler?" She asked. "When we were younger I did have a crush on him. I mean at that age I didn't really know how to handle them. Then he got a girlfriend so I brushed my feelings aside and then before I knew it I got a boyfriend. I've never thought about my feelings for Tayler in years." I confessed. "Well maybe you should start to think about them." She said.

Tayler suddenly came bursting through the door. "Come on! Get ready, we're all going to the beach." He said, bouncing round the room. I smiled. "Okay we'll be down in 10 minutes." Tayler left us to get sorted.

Kelianne and I got changed and we headed downstairs to join the rest of the house. "Finally." Tayler joked. I playfully hit his arm and I saw Kelianne wink at me. "Everyone ready?" Mia asked. We all nodded and headed out.

We arrived at the beach. I am so glad to be with these crazy people. I will be eternally grateful that they let me stay here. I was really close with the girls, especially Kelianne, Addison and Charli.

Me and the girls were sunbathing whilst the boys were messing around. Suddenly me, Mia and Kouvr screamed. Some of the boys picked us up, of course Tayler picked me up. They were running to the sea. "Tayler don't you dare." I yelled. He had a smirk on his face. "Tayler put me down!" I screamed. "As you wish." And with that he threw me into the sea. I resurfaced and he splashed me in the face. "Oh you are going down." I declared a war.

We started having a water fight. I ended up running out of the sea with Tayler chasing me. He caught up to me pretty quickly and he grabbed my wrist. He pulled me into him a bit too hard and my body crashed into his. His arms were around my waist and my hands were on his chest. I tried so hard not to let my hands wander his body. We stared into each other's eyes and I swear he leant in. "You guys come on. We're going home now." Tony yelled. We pulled apart and shook off what happened.

I walked over to the girls and they had smirks on their faces. Addison, Charli and I followed behind everyone to the cars. "So what's going on with you and Tayler?" Addison asked. "There's nothing going on with us. Why does everyone keep asking that?" I groaned. "I saw the way you two chased each other. He definitely leant in for a kiss." Charli said. "You're imagining things." "We know what we saw." Addison smirked. I rolled my eyes.

"In all honesty, do you want something to happen with Tayler?" Addison asked. I shrugged looking down. "You really like him don't you?" Charli asked. "Yes." I said still looking down. The girls squealed causing the others to look back at us with a confused look on their faces. "Are you going to tell Tayler?" Charli asked. I shook my head. "He won't feel the same way and I can't risk losing my best friend." I sighed. "I think you should talk to him." Addison replied. We got in the car and headed back home.

Should I talk to Tayler? I mean what happens if I confess my feelings for him and he doesn't feel the same way? I can't lose him again. He wouldn't feel the same way about me. He could have any girl he wanted and I know I wouldn't be his first choice.

Why are feelings so confusing?