AMOROUS 2: Bhryle Steven James (Completed)

Chapter 27

#A2Overthinking

Matapos akong hinatid ni Bhryle pauwi ay umalis na din siya kaagad.

Naglalakad pa ako papasok sa kwarto ko when I realized na Enver wasn't around anymore.

I fell asleep immediately.

Maybe because I really needed the time to rest.

All I could ever think about now is that the time.

The engagement is still ongoing.

And alam ko na ang parents ko at ang parents ni Bhryle are currently planning everything. Ganito kasi talaga kapag nasa tamang edad for marriage kana. Your parents will be the first one to brag you about it. Hindi katulad nang teenager life pa, halos lahat ng lalaki ay bawalan na lapitan ka.

Kinabukasan, naglalakad ako patungo sa dining room.

Since ang aga kong nakatulog kagabi ay maagi rin akong nagising. With that, may oras pa ako na mag-relax muna bago kami umalis ni Enver. Pero hindi ko na nakikita si Enver.

Napatingin ako sa gate.

No more guards.

Every door, wala na din.

Nakita ko si Andre na busy scrolling his tablet.

"Guards aren't around anymore." I started. "What's going on?"

"They're around. But not physically around, Amelie." He replied.

Andre really doesn't call me ate pero he does kung nasa harap niya si Bhryle.

Weird.

Pero yeah, Enver isn't gonna be around anymore huh.

Ganun lang.

Nawalan ako nang gana na kumain.

I drive myself alone papunta sa hospital and I think I kind of missing Enver. It's just that he became my friend and he was just literally everywhere around me. Whenever and wherever. Then I guess we can all appreciate someone more ano kung wala na sila sa tabi natin.

I never get to thank Enver Callister for being with me all the time, hindi dahil sa trabaho niya yun, kundi dahil he actually cares about me too.

Nakarating ako sa Hospital at ngayon ko lang narealize na hindi kami magkausap ni Bhryle kagabi after niya akong hinatid sa bahay.

Is this what we call a mature relationship?

Iba talaga ang relationship during the early 20s.

Napasinghap ako nang hangin habang iniisip kung anong schedule ko today. Napatingin ako sa list of patients to check upon. Madami din. I spent my time not thinking about anyone or anything else. Nag-focus nalang din muna ako sa work to make myself relax naman sa world. Kasi these past few months, andaming nangyari.

Plus, I got myself a boyfriend.

Should I worry about it?

Bakit ako mag-aalala?

Here come the overthinking sessions.

Paano kung ayaw na ni Bhryle sa akin?

I mean, we are not promised tomorrow.

We don't know what will happen.

And we don't know kung anong makakapagpabago sa isang tao para tigilan nila tayong mahalin.

This time natatakot ako.

Imbis na mag-focus ako sa work ay nalulunod naman ako sa iniisip ko. Iniisip ko kung enough ba ako para kay Bhryle. Yes, naging kami. Yes, it's real na ngayon. But does Bhryle really loves me?