Woosan III Drugs

San Comes Over

They sat in the car while Seonghwa drived.

He saw that every once in a while Hongjoong would look forward at Seonghwa. Like he was just not sure.

They sat in silence as Yeosang pointed to where they were Seonghwa needed to drive.

He looked over at Yunho. He was a mess, but Mingi probably was too. He couldn't stop his mind from going to San for one minute!?

"Woo? Everything alright?" "Yeah its fine. Worry about Yunho. Cant have him being traumatised like that again."

"Woo. That wont happen again. Don't think about it." Hongjoong said trying to comfort him.

"How the fuck can I not think about it?" He screamed at his Hyung. "I tried for it to not happen. But it happened anyway. But she wasn't drunk. I was high and gave no consent."

He stopped screaming at him when he noticed that Yunho had begun to stir. He had fallen asleep from the panic attack he had.

Woo leaned back into his seat. His head fallen into his lap while he covered his ears.

All he could here from anyone was Yeosang yelling were here.

He felt the others get out of the car.
He heard the doors shut.
He heard the building door open and close.
He heard the yelling outside from other people.

Only one person was on his mind. He couldn't stop thinking about San. He started to feel bad.

He left his Hyung and Seonghwa to take care of Yunho. And San had to take care of Mingi all by himself.

He stayed there for about ten minutes. He could feel the time ticking by and the sun slowly moving so that there was the smallest shadow.

He moved his hands to his face. He was crying. He knew why he was crying but didn't understand it.

"If I feel bad why can't I go and help!?" He screamed into the car. Talking to himself.

"This can't be happening again. It happened to you once. Almost just happened to Yunho. And might be happening to you again!" He yelled at himself.

He started to shake. He saw images of his past. The images of him walking into his ex girlfriend's apartment.

How she walked up to him with love in her eyes. And how that love turned into hate as quickly as she walked.

Before her sober hands could touch him he had hugged her. Had thanked her for loving him when no one else would.

But she had said she never loved him. She never loved him. Just like no one will ever love him.

He let out a scream. From all the agony and from letting himself think like that. But it was true. No one loved him.

He heard a loud bang on the glass of the car door. He looked up. His face red and puffy. But he knew he didn't ugly cry. He never did.

He looked up and saw San there. The one person who he started to love.

He looked at him and saw that Mingi wasn't with him.

He saw San mouth the one thing he needed to hear. But the one thing he couldn't handle hearing or seeing.

Wooyoungie.