Woosan III Drugs

Run Away Pt. 4

Wooyoung got out of the shower to find Hongjoong in the kitchen. Making his way back to his room he passed the other bedroom. There was no sounds of snoring coming from there and it sounded empty.

He shook his head and walked a little bit faster to his shared bedroom with Yunho. He closed the door behind him and got dressed into his clothes. Not seeing anything misplaced he walked out of the bedroom and closed the door behind him.

He rushed into the kitchen and found Hongjoong sitting at the table eating toast with another two three plates of toast. One of them had orange juice while the other's had coffee. "Isn't there five people in the house right now?" He asked the other, getting a no in return.

"Yunho already went to school, not wanting to be told he couldn't by us. Seonghwa told me he just ran out of the apartment dressed and with his bag." Hongjoong finished his toast and went to put the plate in the sink.

"He should have taken a day off." "No." "Why not? He's the one that almost got rapped, he should take about a week off along with yo-" "WOOYOUNG! " Hongjoong yelled. "Sit down and eat your toast. Seonghwa has the orange juice. "Bu-" "No. Sit down, shut up and listen." He nodded in head while he sat down. Hongjoong shook his head as he dried the dishes.

"San left for a while meaning he wont be at school. Yeosang and Yunho still live here. Seonghwa is staying here but will be gone most of the time. He's sleeping in Yeosang's bed as Yeosang will sleep in my bed with me. You will not mention anything about Mingi to Yunho. And if you do you will answer to me." Hongjoong put the plates away while continuing to talk.

"You will not ring up anything about them to me unless it involves Yunho or Yeosang or you. Jongho and Mingi already left while we were sleeping and now Yeosang and Seonghwa are awake, Good morning you two. Breakfast is on the table." 

Yeosang and Seonghwa sit down and eat. Yeosang you heard everything I said I know, now I have to go to school. Bye" Hongjoong grabbed his bag and rushed out the door. He shook his head after getting scolded and Yeosang chuckled. 

"What's so funny Yeosang?" He asked him sticking out his tongue. "You and Hongjoong's relationship. You two go from crying together to yelling at each other real quick." Yeosang stuck out his tongue as well.

"I didn't yell at him, he just scolded me. And you know that already." Seonghwa just ate his toast and watched this drama happen. "Excuse you for falling for someone and ruining the whole arrangement already made." 

He shook his head and got louder as Yeosang also did. "Well at least I'm not the one who hates everyone and everything!" "And if I did not hate everything and everyone else then I would have gotten raped years ago like you!" Yeosang's hands went over his mouth as soon as he said that.

Tears started to form at his eyes as he shook his head. He didn't bother to say anything else as he grabbed his bag and ran out of the apartment. Running down the stairs and bolting out of the building's doors.

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 He ran through the streets and passed the school entrance. He ran towards the back of it and made his way to the spot San took him. He leaned against the wall, sliding down until he was sitting with tears falling from his eyes.

He put his head in his hands, why was everything in life going wrong for their family? Why couldn't he just have not fallen in love with Park Megan. Why did he have to meet Kim Hongjoong on the streets one day? What did he do wrong?

He thought of all the ways his life could have been like is things were different. He could have had not fallen in love with Park Megan if he didn't go to that stupid party. 

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Hours passed and he stayed there crying. Not bothering to move or do anything he sat there and cried. Letting everything come out.

He cried over how he was raped.

He cried over Yunho's problems. 

He cried over how he let down Hongjoong.

He cried over the horrible memories of his childhood.

He screamed over San.

He curled up into a ball and put his head in his knees while he cried. The image of San coming to his mind and how their changed relationship started everything. If their bond was different that day. If he hadn't pushed San into the teacher, everything would have been different. None of this would have happened.

If he hadn't followed San or tried to make somewhat friends with San, everything would be different. Mingi wouldn't have met up with Yunho while he was high on being drunk. He would have walked with Yunho to their class. 

He started everything, and San was right in the middle. Not have done anything, but he didn't do anything. San didn't stop the make out session. All San did was play with his little heart, and then leave without fixing problems. San just left them there to be fixed by him.

He hated San. He hated himself for hating San.