Josephine Langford: a girl that need to move out from her country and follow her British dream so Christin Collins a big family friend that has a publishing house in the center of London so he invites her to work with him.
She doesn't think too long...
I get in Valand's car so I don't have to stay in the same car with her. She really texted him saying where we where? They really can't say away from each other that much? Valand's speed up placing his car in front of Scar's Jaguar.
I still think about her hugging him from behind and him placing his head on her shoulder. I still feel the adrenaline that I felt while I was kissing Chanal in front of her. I know I was cruel but she started it by telling Nathan where we where.
We arrive at Felix's house and of course Scar it's not here yet, Valand is too fast for her. So while I'm waiting for her and Jo to come I light up a cigarette and I wait for them. I look at the tip of the cigarette lighting up when I start to suck it and get mu moth full of smoke and then let it out slowly enjoy it.
I already regretting about what I did. Shit its messed up but it was al the situation that made me do that. The adrenaline and the alcohol.
When my cigarette is almost done I see Scar's car so I stand up and she parks right on the back of Valand's car. So everyone opens the car doors and they giggling come out. I wait to the two, to get out of the car and then I realize that there is only Scar in the car. She turns the lights off after the engine because she uses to forgets to turn them off every time. I throw my cigarette on the ground and after step on it I run to her that is already out and locks the car doors. "Scar where is she?" I ask her panicking. She lifts her eyes and then I see how my she hates me right now. She closes her eyes takes a deep breathe and the look at me. She is trying to be polite. "You are a fucking idiot." she so calmly placing her hands on the roof of her car. She looks at me with her eyes full of disappointment. "Where is she?" I ask again. "You didn't deserve not even breathe of her same air after what you did to her tonight." she keep saying with a smile knowing that, that makes me go crazy. "Where Josephine is?" I ask for the third time. "She decided to hangout with Nathan and his friends." she says calmly.
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She what? She really decided to go with him? "What?" I ask. "Yes and I can't blame her. If it wasn't for Felix I also would go with her. And you know what? I wish Nathan will be better at it and finally ask her out because I know for sure that he will never do what you did tonight." she says so cold and straighten and now I realize how messed up the situation is. Then I start to walk to the main door. I don't want to answer her because I know how right she is. Just the think of Jo with him, while he runs his hands on her skin makes me to punch myself.
"You know so well that she is so far away from home and that the last thing that she needs right now is being hurt but you that don't give a fuck about it. Why you did that, especially not that she was so into you and was changing her mind about you?" Scar asks and then I stop. "Because I got jealous." I say turning on her way. "Oh so you kiss an another girl in front of her because she hugged her only friend here and you got jealous. Good, congrats for your autocontrol." she says while she takes off her hands from her car and starts to walking to Felix's main door. She's angry and I'm feeling such an idiot listening at her words. She's right, I'm pathetic. I hurted Jo and now I really can forget to have a conversation with her again. She is going to avoid me and hang out at Nathan's every night.
