Take Me Home (GirlxGirl) (Lesbian)

-SEVENTEEN-

Alex's POV

(The Scientist - Coldplay)

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"Fuck, Alex! It's too— too hard, babe!"

I'm looking at my girlfriend from behind, she holds on the pillow so hard until I can see her knuckle turns white. I fuck her tonight with a strap-on after my encountered earlier with Logan after five years.

I need to let it out. The anger of losing her, the desperation of her touch and the memories I had with her.

"Alex! It hurts!" Michelle says but I ignore her.

Then I lay down on my back, she rides the strap-on slowly but I can't help it. I thrust the strap-on deeper when she is on top of me. She bends her body and I hug her tight to hear her moaning my name and a few cuss words.

I flip her, she lays on her back now. I look into her eyes, she has this lust eyes looking straight at me but I hide my true emotion, I'm an expert on that one since seven years ago.

Only Logan can read my eyes. Only Logan can see deep inside me. Only Logan can feel what I feel without talking. Only Logan fucking Hadwick.

"Alex!" Michelle snaps at me. "It hurts!"

Then I'm awake from my mind. "What?" I ask innocently.

"You're different." Michelle says. "You're so rough."

"I'm sorry." I kiss her lips. "I'll play more gentle."

Michelle nods. I thrust the strap-on in and out gently until she screams my name in pleasure. She hugs me after she is down from her orgasm.

She smile at me and I peck her lips. "I love you." She says.

"I know." I smile.

I kiss her lips immediately to shut her up because she will ask me why I never say those three words to her. Only my heart knows the answer.

They still belong to someone from my past, a promise that I keep until now and never have an intention to break it. At all.

"I want another round." She says when she massages my breasts.

I nod. Then I fuck her again. But it's different now, because I think about Logan here inside my head while I'm looking at Michelle.

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Someone caresses my chest down to my cleavage, then stops when their hand reach my stomach. I look at Michelle who's laying on top of me, placing her head on my chest, locking her legs with mine.

"Good morning." I greet her, I caress her hair down to her back.

"Good morning." Michelle replies. "My mom called this morning. I have to go back to attend my parent's wedding anniversary."

"Oh." Is all I can say. "You're here just for two weeks and then you have to go back to France again? For how long?"

She looks up to see me. "I don't know, it depends on them. You know that I can't say 'no' to them."

I sigh in annoyance, silently agree with her remark. Michelle's parents is strict as fuck, they almost prevent Michelle to come here with me because Michelle is their only child.

Yeah, I decided to come back to town because I didn't do anything in Paris since I didn't have a job. I just kept writing until I got bored and back to town.

"I'm gonna miss you." I kiss her.

"I know." She smiles. "I need to prepare, babe. They want me to fly today, they already bought me a ticket." Michelle groans.