Take Me Home (GirlxGirl) (Lesbian)

-TWENTY TWO-

Logan's POV

(Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson)

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"Are you sure you want to do this?" Lewis asks me for the third time tonight.

"Yeah." I reply.

I didn't tell him anything about what happened because I didn't want him to see how bad my cheek was back there.

Lewis didn't ask me once I called him why I decided to go, and Brie respects my choice so I have their blessings.

Before I take another clothes, I see the pendant right in front of me. I decided to take it off after I left her house to forget about the one who gives it for me as a promised to love me as always but it ends up with a big fucking bullshit.

Alex.

Yeah, the same woman who breaks my heart twice. But this time, I won't coming back. I don't hate for what she has done to me, but it's about what she said.

She doesn't love me anymore, so why bother? Why I keep doing this shit in my entire life if she doesn't even want me?

This hurt is more than when she broke up with me six years ago. This hurt is more than her hand punched me on my jawline. This hurt is unbearable, more than anything.

I'm tired. I'm done. I don't want to do this stupid little thing called love anymore.

I slap myself for leaving her just like that fourteen days ago. But it's painful, she hurts me the most after I wait for her to say it again to me.

I wait for her to love me again like her promise but it never happens, instead she says she doesn't love me anymore.

Fuck. That hurt me so much.

I even locked myself on my apartment. I cried all night long every day for the past eleven days, I wanted to let this hurt out but I have no one to share with.

Then an idea came up on the eleventh days of locking myself from the world.

I need to go. I need to stay away from her and from this town. I don't want to meet her again. I want to forget her without regret. I just want to forget about the pain of this heartbreak. I need to move on and enjoy my life.

I've called Zoe the first day after the incident to take care of the gallery and I trust Kaitlyn in the studio. I don't even tell Heather about this because I know she is with Alex.

I called Lewis three days ago to bring me out of here because he is the only one who knows about my destination where my parents live. London.

So, here I am. Closing my luggage, putting my coat on and ready to go.

"You seem unsure." Lewis stands on my doorway.

"Maybe I'm not," I sigh, "but I have to."

"You know, you don't need to runaway. Face it. You're an adult. Heartbroken is a common thing, Lo." Lewis crosses his arms over his chest.

"I'm not running away." I narrow my eyes. "Is that what you think of me?"

"Come on, it's clear in your eyes." Lewis says. "I know your heart is broken, again. But nothing cannot be fixed, even the heartbreak."

I sigh, pinching the bridge of my nose. "I just need space and time, Lewis. Everything was crazy back there and I need to refresh my mind. That's all."

"For how long?" Lewis asks again.

I shrug because I don't know for how long this heart will heal. But I wish it's not that long.