Lip gloss

Tears

Mathews p.o.v

"Never have I ever had a September 20th." My world stopped, I couldn't even see anymore. "September 20th." "September 20th." "September 20th."

"MATHEW!!!!! Mathew call the police please!!! God whatever you do please call the police and tell them to come to moms house please!!"

"Em? What's going on?" I ask and her sobs ring through my ears and pierce my insides.

"Please for the love of god Mathew, call the police!!! Now!!" I knew she was in trouble,
I ran as fast as I could, it was pouring rain outside but I had to get to her.
I barreled through moms front door just in time to see my sister be thrown down the stairs, blood was everywhere on her, but all I saw was her screaming in pain, clothing her stomach and blood flowing down her legs.

"You son of a-" I couldn't even finish my sentence before I silenced myself and all the adrenaline in my body I ripped the railing of the stairs off and began beating Owen with it. I didn't care what happened, I wanted him to feel her pain.

Two cops walked in and one tackled me, clasping my hands around my back, "what the fuck are you doing?!" I screamed at the cop, "he killed my unborn nephew!!! My sister could end up dead because of him and your arresting me?!" I screamed as tears flooded my face.

"You have the right to remain silent, anything you say can and will be held against you in the court of law, you have the right to an attorney, if you cannot afford one the state of California will provide you one." The other officer stated as I was shoved into the back seat of the cop car.

I didn't care at all. I was screaming. I was in pure shock, I'd just watched my sister get thrown down the stairs and I'd just killed a grown man.. By myself. I was 14.
I say in the holding cell, unable to talk, I'd screamed my voice out. My dad sat there, crying and filling out paper work, I'd never seen that man cry, but too much was happening, too quickly.

As soon as they unlocked my gate, I ran to my dad, sobbing into his chest, like how I did when I was eight years old and my dog died. My dog wasn't dead, my unborn nephew was, and so was my sisters boyfriend, and I was about to find out if my sister was as well.

"Emma. Wake up baby your brother Mathew is here." My mother says and Emma's eyes open and she looks dead.

"I tried.." I whisper. " I tried to get there on time Emma I'm so sorry." I sob and my breathing is rapid, Emma just takes my hand and pulls me in bed next to her, and we both cry I to each other's arms.

"Mathew its alright man." I hear Shane's voice say and I snap back into the present.

"That prick." I breath out and I stand up full of rage. Shawn yanks Jake up and pulls him out of the room but I'm quick to follow.

I hear Tracey talk to Mary Anne, oh damn, Mary Anne. Then I hear the door close, okay they went somewhere. I shove the door open and tell Shawn to get out. "You INSIGNIFIGENT PEICE OF TRASH." I say and he flinches from my yell. "You have no damn idea the shit that haunts me from that night! If you'd like to step into my world I can take you to the home shelter for abused woman, but even then, you would still have no idea. How do you think it feels man?! To see your closets sibling get thrown down the stairs?! To think that she's dead! But not only to think she's dead, but to know her unborn kid is definitely dead. Then to kill her boyfriend. With your own hands. And to have the motherfucking cops think it was you who killed the kid and Emma!" My fist had a hold of his shirt collar and I was pushing him so far into the wall.
"To spend the night in jail with no assurance that you would be out of there, that you could be framed for having a jealous Michael Myers type deal and kill you pr older sister, the boyfriend, and the baby. How do you think that feels?!!" I choking on my own tears now. "I was 14!!! I'm so scarred Jake! How do you think it feels to see Emma now huh?! How do you think it feels to see pregnant woman? How do you think it feels to have that God damn day a constant reminder?"

My brothers have never seen me cry much less brake down like this.

That was the moment. I let go of his shirt collar and he slid down the wall, trembling. Shane wrapped and arm around my shoulders and walked me out of he room, he took me to mine, turned off the lights, and my phone. I sat on the bed.

"Do you need anything? And I mean anything dude." He says and I take his words to heart.

"I j-j-just need to -to be alone.." I say filling so cold, but I know that my nerves on the fritz.

"Okay, I'm so sorry Mathew, I didn't know half of that stuff even happened man, and that situation that just happened will never happen again I promise." He assures and I just nod, I have no strength to do anything else. "Love you man." He says and I cover myself with my blanket.

"Love you too Shane."

Saturday morning

I wake up and the best feeling ever occurs in my soul. Mary Anne is sleeping, cuddled up in my chest, wearing a Cali hoodie and a pair of Minnie shorts. Her hair is up in a pony tail, her lips are slightly parted and her small hand is pressed against my chest.
Her skin is lightly sunburnt from being at the beach yesterday, mine has already tanned over, but her skin is so fair it won't tan I don't think.

I'm just wearing a pair of Laker sweat pants, which is cool, her touch on my skin is cold, since I've known her these past six days, she's always cold.

Her forehead is creased and I wonder what she's dreaming about. Her fist balls and I think she might punch me but she doesn't she just flinches and groans in her sleep, her breathing becomes heavier and I see a tear slip from her eyelid and I know she's having a bad dream.

"Fuck." She whispers and I nudge her shoulder.

"Mary." I whisper and her eyes flutter and she looks so fearful for a moment then her eyes soften and she lays her head into my chest. "It's okay it was only a dream." I say rubbing her back as her breathing slowly returns to normal. "Just a dream baby." I repeat and kiss her forehead.

She thanks me and slips out of bed, fixing her hair as she does so. I stretch in the bed as she wonders her room looking for an outfit, "Wanna hang at my place today?" I ask and she nods. "Cool, you can just wear sweats if you want, I got some good movies we can watch." I say and she smiles.

She pulls a pair of leggings out of her dresser and a pink K!ss me shirt. She slips on some black vans and keeps her hair tied.

"I'm just gonna do my makeup if you wanna go downstairs and get some cereal or something." She says softly but I know how to take that hint. If a girl ever mentions you and food, it means she wants a moment to herself. I pull myself out of her bed and walk over to her.

"I'm gonna need my hoodie so your dad doesn't think we did any.. Thing last night." I say with a smirk, and we didn't do anything last night , we were both tired and stayed up late talking and fell asleep.

She hands me my hoodie and I walk downstairs.

Mary Ann's p.o.v

He leaves and I lock my bathroom door and unwrap a pad and stick it in my underwear I'm so pissed that I started this morning, not to mention I had a dream about Tyler last night.

I wash my face and apply some foundation, eyeliner, mascara, and lip gloss. When I'm done I grab a jacket and head down stairs to see what Mathews up to. He's playing Darts with Ricky..yay..

Mathew makes a bulls eye and Ricky flips out and Mathew just chuckles and wraps his arm around my waist and we both walk out.

A/n sooooo a lot of cussing in this chapter, well yeah haha that's cuz this was a heated chapter 😂😂😂 it won't be like that a whole bunch through this book I promise we'll I love you guys, kisses!!!