"I had a great time." Liam says to me and i nod, "maybe we can have dinner sometime again, bu5 you know.. Just us." He says in a whisper as were by his families car.
"I'm sorry Liam, I have a boyfriend." I say and he smiles a shy smile.
"Well then it'll be a just friends dinner yeah?" He says and I nod.
"Okay, we can have a just friends dinner." I agree and he smiles, running a hand through his hair.
"See you soon." He says softly and I nod.
"Bye." I say and head back in with my dad.
"Dad! I thought you were going to tell them I had a boyfriend! Now I feel bad!" I say covering my face with my hands.
"It's okay darling, rejection is easy to build off of, your adding onto his character, congratulations your helping his personality." Dave states in a smart ass tone, "feel any better?" He asks with a laugh and I slap his shoulder.
"Shut up!" I say giggling and heading up stairs.
When I reach my door I pull it open and notice my windows wide open. I shut it and sit on my bed, plugging my phone into the charger.
"Miss me?" Mathew says from behind me and I scream, I had no idea he was even in here.
"Yes but don't do that ever again!" I say as he laughs and I hit his chest. Then I hear Dave's footsteps heading up the stairs. "Fuck, hide." I whisper and he winks hiding under the bed.
"What's going on?" Dave asks with a bat in his hand.
"There was a bird in my room." I make up, I can literally hear Mathew trying stifle his own laugh.
"I got it out, thank god." I say.. Wow I am the worst liar ever.
"Oh, well it just probably fell out of its nest, are you okay?" Dave asks and I nod, "alright well... Goodnight and keep your window shut." He says and I nod, locking the window.
"I'm a bird?" Mathew asks with a laugh as he slides out from under my bed.
"Shut up." I say with a playful scowl. "Your so mean to me." I say and he kisses my forehead.
"Yeah but I like you so it makes up for it." He says and I kiss him on his lips.
"So did you have a good birthday?" I ask him and he nods.
"Yeah but I didn't get the number one thing on my list." He states and I cock an eyebrow.
"What'd you want?" I ask and he pulls me closer resting his head in my neck.
"Peace." He whispers and I hold him tight to me.
Talking about bout it's hard to handle something fragile, to hole him when he hurts.
I don't want to admit it t myself.. But I'm falling hard. I love this boy, I've never met anyone like him, no one has ever made me feel this way. My heart skips a beat every moment I think about him which is all the time. I can't believe I'm even breathing with how much this boy is just suffocating me with his love. He's so perfect and he doesn't even know it, he walks around with this tough demeanor but he's not fooling me, he's tender hearted and he's hurting and I'll try my best to put him back together again.
I begin singing softly, brushing my fingers through his hair.
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, i'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I pull him standing up with me, wrapping my hands around his shoulders, my head rest against his chest as his hands rest on my waist with his cheek lying on the top of my head.
I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when i'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life
Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive and not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, i'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when i'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life
I've dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things you said
I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when i'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life
"Mary Anne." Mathew says, raspy and almost in a whisper, water in his eyes. "I need to tell you something.. Please don't judge me." He says, he's shaking and I'm worried.
"It's okay Mathew.. You can tell me anything." I say in a whisper and he's crying.
"I don't know how the hell this could happen. I don't know why or how but- but I love you so fucking much my heart hurts." He sobs and I hold him close to me, beginning to cry with him.
"I love you too, I was just scared to say it cause I didn't know what you'd think." I admit and he pulls me into the most passionate kiss.
"Please baby don't ever be scared to tell me anything, I want you to know that you could never scare me off I'm just terrified with scaring you off because you've had such a rough life and all I want to do is make your life peaceful and make you okay again because I know your damaged and I love you so much and I just want the best life for you, it makes me hurt so much seeing you in pain, I swear to god it feels like my heart it ripping open."
I kiss him deeper and tears are streaming down both our faces, he lays me down on my bed without breaking our kiss, laying on top of me but supporting his own weight. He runs his hands up and down my sides beginning to kiss my neck, one of his hands goes in between my legs, tracing over the sensitive and I moan, squeezing my eyes shut.
After him hearing my reaction he continues the action and runs the other hand up my waist to right under my neck, bringing me into one of his kisses. I feel him begin to rub me and I'm clutching onto his shirt, a moaning mess. He finds the sweet spot on my neck and sucks on to and my body begins to shake. I arch my back as I feel a wave of euphoria overcome me and I moan loudly into his hand as he covers my mouth just in time so Dave doesn't notice.
He pulls me close to him so I can recover, he kisses my forehead, whispering he loves me over and over again. I hug him close to me and try my best to catch my breath. "What the fuck was that?" I whisper and he chuckles.
"Biology." He says and I giggle.
"Well..um..I'm gonna go shower cause um..yeah." I stutter and he laughs kissing me one more time before I head into the bathroom. Oh my god.
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Short StoryNew girl Mary Ann moves to California where she meets a nice country boy named Mathew, he saves her and she saves him in ways they can't even comprehend, but will they fall in love or are they just not meant to be. Will whatever it is that they have...
