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35| Chapter thirty-five: Embarrassed

Chapter 35

Embarrassed 😳

*Elijah's POV*

I glued my body in bed all day cuz I have no work today and I guess I have no plan on getting up.

I haven't talk to Lucas yet, I just can't face him after we almost did that thing.

"I can't help feeling embarrassed" I squeal at the thought.

I keep kicking my feet on the bed until I  had enough.

I didn't mean to but it's just that I'm afraid I can't control myself and I'm just embarrassed to let him see me like that.

I love him and I really do, I just can't do that thing right now, I mean if it's the right time then.

I sigh, "I need to apologise to him"

I tap my phone trying to call Lucas

"Love?" he said over the phone

"Um hello" I said shyly

"A-are you alright love? you didn't talk to me after so I thought I did something to make you upset, I'm sorry" he said worriedly

"It's not like that, I'm not mad at you babe it's just I hate myself" I said

"Why? Love I'm coming over wait for me" he said as he hung up the phone

W-what he's coming? I haven't even took a bathe.

I stumbled as I got up quickly on my way to the bathroom.

I showered fast and brush my teeth as I got out I already found Lucas sitting on my bed.

He widen his eyes after he saw me naked.

I shriek, "Why do I keep embarrassing myself"

I quickly ran to get my towel as he tries to to walk away towards the door.

"L-Lucas it's f-fine I'm done" I said as he stopped

"I'm sorry I didn't know you were taking a bath" he said as he scratch his head

"Babe I'm sorry" I said sadly

"What's wrong love?" he said worriedly as he holds my hand

"A-about yesterday I didn't mean to" I said as I stare at him

"Oh love don't worry it's my fault I didn't mean to rush you and I understand that. I'm sorry" he said cupping my cheeks

"No, I'm just e-embarrassed of you to see me like" I said as I look down

"Love you don't have to be embarrassed, I love seeing you like that well I mean it the other way" he say as he laugh

"You jerk" I said punching his shoulder

"Okay let's not talk about that, have you eaten lunch already? You almost look like you didn't eat breakfast" he raise his brow

"I-um I'm sorry" I said to him

"Okay let's get you something to eat" he sigh

"Okay" I mumble as we head downstairs

I just sat in the counter while Lucas cook food for me.

"Why didn't you eat?" he aske sternly

"I- um" I stutter

"Stop thinking about what happened love you shouldn't starve yourself, you're making me worried so much" he said sadly

"I'm sorry babe I w-won't do it again" I smile

"You better do Mr. Hamilton, I don't want my boyfriend getting starve" he smirk