Will I Lose You Too

The start of something new

Harry was sitting in the hospital bed after the triwizard tournament watching Dumbledore send away Sirius and the others from the order on missions.

"Now I have work for both of you. Fudge's attitude, though was not unexpected, changes everything" said Dumbledore

"Sirius I need you to set off at once. You are to alert Remus Lupin, Arabella Figg, Mundangus Fletcher-the old crowd. Lie low at Lupin' for a while; I will contact you there"

"But-" said Harry.

He wanted Sirius to stay.He did not want to say goodbye so quickly.

"You'll see me very soon, Harry," said Sirius, turning to him. "I promise you. But I must do what I can, you understand, don't you."

"Yeah,"said Harry. "Yeah...Of course I do"

Sirius leaned do to hug Harry and Harry caught Sirius in a tight embrace. Harry wanted to stay like that and never let go, he wanted Sirius to comfort him.

As Harry let out a shutter Sirius pulled back and looked at Harry and told him " I need you to be strong" as Sirius wiped a tear from Harry's eye. "Can you do that" he asked Harry. Harry nodded and Sirius gave one last hug and turned in to padfoot and walked away.

As Harry was watching Sirius walk away he couldn't help but think why did Dumbledore send Siruis. He couldn't he just get someone else there was plenty of other people there. He just wanted Sirius to be their with him to make him feel better.

When the order members left the hospital wing Harry turned to Mrs. Weasley and his friends. Mrs Weasley asked if Harry was okay and if he needed anything. But he said he was fine.

"Are you sure Harry" asked Mrs Weasley. Harry said "Yeah I just need to get some rest." Mrs. Weasley gave Harry a hug.

Hermione and Ron said their goodbyes and Harry watched as the walked away.

He turned over and tears fell down his face, he just wanted Sirius to be there, he just wanted to get the image of Cedric's stiff body falling to the ground out of his head. But he kept repeating Sirius' words in his head "be strong Harry". Harry was trying so hard but he couldn't he just gave in and started sobbing.

That night Harry fell into an uneasy sleep and he kept seeing Voldemort coming out of the cauldron, Cedric falling, his parents and everybody's face as he came back with Cedric's body. He didn't get much sleep that night.

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Sirius was walking down the hallways of Hogwarts, as he was walking he couldn't help but think about the look on Harry's face as he was leaving.

Of course he wanted to stay and be with his godson. He wanted to be in that hospital room more then anything in the world right now. But he had to worn his friends and he had to get there quick before something else bad could happen.

First he warned Miss.Figg,then he set off to find Mundangus, and then lastly Lupin his best friend.

When he got to the door he didn't know what to say, why didn't he know what to say he just warned the others but this was different. But before he could think Remus opened the door.

Remus opened the door and saw Sirius, there was a look on his face that he hadn't seen him like that in a long time.

Remus was about to ask Sirius what was wrong but before he could Sirius was hugging him. Remus pulled back and pushed a piece or Sirius's hair out of the way.

"Whats wrong Sirius" asked Remus. "It's Harry- he's fine but he had a really rough night." Remus let Sirius inside and sat him down.

"Tell me all about what happen" said Remus. When Sirius was done talking about what happens shock fell over Remus's face. "He really came back" said Lupin. Sirius looked down and nodded.

"You've had a long night Padfoot why don't you stay here tonight" said Lupin "And take a shower to clear your mind" they both got up and Remus gave Sirius a kiss on the forehead and went upstairs to he's bedroom.

After Sirius took his shower instead of sleeping in the guest room he walked to Remus's room and knocked on the door. He said "Come in." Sirius said "Can I stay with you tonight."

"Of coruse you can" Lupin said. Sirius got in bed and buried his face in Lupin chest. As Remus felt the other man's ragied breathing he put his arms around him and and felt his breathing slow. He said goodnight and kissed him on the forehead and they fell asleep.

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Hoped yall liked it this is my first ever fan fic to write. I just wanted to bring my vision to life because I love all these characters so much.

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