Grudges of Rainbow (Kingdom Series #1)

17: Blue

Blue is the sky, blue is the water, blue is her sadness.

He saw everything, he felt it with a little gloominess.

Blue is her cry, blue is her bicker, blue is her madness.

He did not know how to ease it with tenderness.

She is fire in a blue of aggravating wildness

He is the water in a blue of calm and softness.

At some point, fire may cease water like a missing bliss

Mumbles of a soft voice could silent a growling tigress.

Warmth is meandering through my skin, it travels every vein in my body and seems healing me.

The breeze that's whispering me tranquility is like a promise of an ending for being lost in a chasm of rage and vengeance.

The chirping birds were music that finally sets me free from the loud weeping of pleads and anger. The myriad scent of flowers sending me finally to my home.

'I'm home, I'm finally home', then I shivered from a touch that I long, I heard murmurs which I am sure is a voice of shrine I called 'home'.

From the darkness, I saw shade of light until it cascaded in my sight.

I was almost blinded by its brightness. As I moved my body a bit, I felt few sting on my stomach. But I forgot about that pain, when a prism of rainbow is trying to strike me with its rays.

'Rainbow, after the rain.'

With wide eyes from a surprise, I moved my head to the left side and saw a peaceful face sleeping beside me, palm below his head, and he is too close, because his other palm was resting on my arm... making small run of touches, now I finally found the answer why I shivered.

"Isn't this what we promise? Isn't it the oath we made that day, Cyanna?" his eyes were closed as he said those soothing words, his voice is hoarse it relaxes me.

But then memories, again, ran like waters in a river. "Where are we?" I asked.

"To the place where our happy ever after suppose to be placed," he said, I scoffed and laughed in an insulting way.

"There is no happy ever after to a story where Evionoire's started, not until they vanish," I said.

He opened his eyes, those lilac orbs welcomed me again, violet was my favorite color when I started looking at his eyes but I will never tell that to him.

"You want me dead." A statement that hurts me, yet I did not show it to him. I was always torn between revenge and him.

I always ended up with choices with him as the second option and I also ended up choosing him. Unfair!

"Who doesn't?" I asked with menacing tone of voice.

"I want us back... together."

"We will never be back together Evionoire."

"Why? You only need to choose me." He maintained his determination like a real deal but with a sarcastic smirk.

I can imagine myself shedding crimson in my eyes but starting to be softy again. I showed him an insulting look as if choosing him is as easy as spitting.

"You need to die, in order for the people to live freely again." I said coldly, I did not move away, I let him run few touches on my arm, I did not flinch even when he settled my strands of my hair behind my ear, I let him because I like it, and I am in pain.