Our New Life

Chapter 13

The first few days y/n spent walking around the city, it had changed a bit when she visited last time. She was trying to gather information about the two men Elijah told her about. She knew Alexander Pierce the Secretary of the World Security Council and Jasper Sitwell was one of the high-rank members of S.H.I.E.L.D. 

If Katherine had something to do with these two then it was crucial to find her because now she had access directly to the government, by compelling people, just like she compelled her parents. 

After roaming around all day she went to the house she was staying. It was the first time, after being a vampire she didn’t know what to do. She felt tired, she had no idea how she would get to Katherine to save not only Elena but the other people as well. Katherine was a danger for everyone and she wasn’t alone. There were so many people involved. People with power and she didn’t know if they were compelled, or were doing everything willingly. 

For the first time, she thought she couldn’t do anything, no matter being a vampire, she can’t fight. This was the whole system, she couldn't fight Katherine when she was hiding behind these people. To find her, to fight her, y/n somehow had to force her to come out. 

All the negative thoughts were coming inside her head, just like when she was a human. It’s not like she was weak as a human but sometimes she felt weak, but then she would see steve. His strength, his hope, his determination to do the right thing, no matter how hard it would be. Seeing that little boy coming to her after being beaten up, would always give strength to her. 

Just like that, with her mind filled with negative thoughts, came hope. She thought about Steve having with her. Like he was there, telling her everything is possible, it would take time but she would find her. All she needs is hope and determination.

No matter if Steve is alive or dead, he would always somehow manage to bring her out of the darkness. But she wanted to talk, to let out her thoughts and her doubts to someone who would understand, Damon surely was her friend, but if she would tell him how she was thinking about not finding Katherine, he would freak out. She didn’t want him to worry just because she was feeling a bit upset. He was already worried about Elena. Just if bucky and Steve were here.

With that she went to her bed, trying to make her mind shut and sleep. Maybe that was the only thing that was causing her those thoughts.

Little did she know the person she was missing the most was coming back but was she ready for that?

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The next morning she was better than last night. Her head wasn’t pounding but there was a strange feeling in her heart, something that couldn’t let her feel relaxed, and all of a sudden she felt hungry. Her breathing got heavy and she could feel her veins popping out on her face. But she tried to manage the hunger, by drinking a little blood as Damon told her and taking deep breaths and making herself busy just like Stefen told her. 

So she decided to watch a movie, finding Katherine could wait. First, she had to make herself feel normal so then she could do her job.

It was shitty shows, on repeat. She was watching the shows with terrible comedy. Which only made her sigh in annoyance. So then she decided to watch a movie. After watching the movie she felt better. 

But now she was feeling lazy, laying on the couch. She continued to watch the tv or more like searching for what to watch.

She was changing channels aimlessly when she saw breaking news on a news channel. Normally she wasn't a person to watch the news. She barely found any time to watch tv. But now considering she had nothing else to do, she stopped to listen to the breaking news which left her in utter shock and she felt like she would pass out anytime soon.

A blond head looking around with a sock in his baby blue eyes and with sadness on his face. A face she saw seventy years ago, a man who became different after accomplishing his dream. A man she waited for years to come back to her but he broke his promise to give her a life of happiness, to be with her till the end of the line. 

The war hero is back after 70 years was written on the news ticker. And the footage was playing, again and again, making her head go spin….