not holding back

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Type looked tharn over to scoff.
"Why.....would you tell me that? Huh! She's pregnant!"
Tharns eyes darted.
"Was......it was why she left back then."
Type shrugged his shoulders.
"Well congrats.....your a father.....now if you don't mind i have a da....."
Types eyes widen, his lips parted.
Tharn hung his head to let the tears fall.
"You.....don't understand type..."
Tharn slowly looked up.
"It.....wasent mine."
Types face went soft.
Months ago
After, tharn wept to his parents, he was to his place, sitted down, arms to the table, he's head hung, looking to his cupped hands. Brows were furrowed, he surrounded himself with runtas favorite meal, awaiting for her.
Using her spare key, she entered to go inside. To the kitchen she looked tharn over to sit.
"Tharn?are you okay?"
Tharn took a deep breathe in.
Slowly he peered his eyes up, to place a professional expression on.
Runta's lips parted, then she looked around to change the subject.
"Uuum wow.....can't believe you remember my favorite meal tharn. Thank you so much."
"Mmm.....i have a great memory runta. I can also remember things back when you and i were dating."
Runtas eyes darted.
"Mmm......so....can i....what are you thinking of?"
"Well, your favorite meal, the way you looked when you made those fashion dresses..."
Tharn then got up to stand to the side to look down at her. She didn't move.
"I also remember how i left you alone.....a lot......then after that one party, a month before you disappeared.....you were acting funny.  You wouldn't spend the night and when i made you sea food you were throwing up......"
Runta gulped to look up.
"I.....was....sick with my cancer tharn...."
Tharn raised an eye brow to scoff.
"Really?....mmm....you know what i have been doing since i left my parents....research. I've used your name and any aliases you could have used you know what i found."
Runtas heart raced.
"You....we're pregnant and had an abortion!"
Runta bit her lower lip.
Her eyes darted trying to come up with a lie.
"Tharn.....i wasent ready to become a mother.....i could barely take care of myself....and.....i didn't think you wanted to be a father and...."
Tharn laughed darkly.
"Oh.....don't even.....you and i hadent had sex before that for 2 months because i was too busy with type landing that one client! Also i looked at the surveillance video of that night at that party. You were all over that man. What was growing in you was not mine! My parents told me the truth about you runta. You went to them for money to get an abortion so i wouldn't find out that you had gotten pregnant by another! What is wrong with you! How could you go to them! How could you have cheated!"
Runta stood, tears running down her face trying to hold onto tharn. He pushed her gently back. There eyes darted.
"Tharn......I'm so sorry. You left me alone to much......it was an accident. A mistake......when i got pregnant i didn't know what to do. I didn't want to go to you. This was all on me! So i went to your parents. They gave me more then told me to leave. Tharn I'm so sorry. I love you please....."
Tharn took a step back to laugh darkly again.
"OhOh.....bullshit! I found the guy you fuck runta!He remembered you! You told him you were single and wanted to have a fun time. He didn't even know you were pregnant. You are nothing but a money hungry slut! My parents told me all about what you did! If they didn't pay to have you go to Australia and that abortion you were going to come to me stating it was mine and try to milk me for all i was worth if they didn't compile.
I really thought you loved me runta! I didn't think you only wanted to be with me for my money! What the hell is the matter with you! God.....i can't believe i almost married you."
Runtas eyes widen.
"You runta.....are nothing but a con artist! Now get the hell out of my life!"
She gulped to try and place her hands on him. She wept.
"Please tharn.....I'm so sorry....i....i"
Grabbing her by the arm he took her out to throw her out to slam the door. He breathed heavily.
Turning, she banged on the door.
"Please tharn! I love you! Don't do this!"
"Right now runta you should be caring for your stuff that should be right now getting thrown from the apartment i set you up with!" He screamed through the door.
Stepping back, she gasped to head that way.
Tharn hung his head to turn going to.the kitchen to grab a plate to throw it to the wall, breaking it.
He breathed heavily.
Swipping his arms to the table, he made everything fall to the floor, to then step back to fall to the floor, eyes darted.
You.......gave up your heart.....for that fucking cunt! Everything you are dealing with......what is coming your way......you deserve tharn.......
He lifted his head up to hit it against the wall, breathing heavily.
Type.....I'm so sorry.....i don't know what i was thinking.....i just wanted to stand by her when i thought she had cancer......just wanted to do the right thing.....i am so sorry......i love you type......i love you....I'm so sorry....
Tears then went down his face.
To the present
Types eyes darted listening, head hung.
Cautiously, tharn went to type to stand in front of him.
"Type.......i am so sorry...... you gave me your heart just for me to shatter it in an instant....i made you go and have sex with your ex......I'm so sorry i have been nothing but a bastard, piece of shit, asshole and a prick. But what i feel for you is real. It has been since way back when. I'm in love with you type.......i love you.....I'm sorry....so sorry..."
Tharn brought up his hand to place it under types chin for him to look at tharn in anger.
Bringing up his hands he placed them to his chest to push him away.
"Fuck you tharn! You have no right to say those words too me! For the last couple of months you have left me alone! You just can't stand seeing moving forward. Well i am! Go screw yourself! I'm done with you...."
Type turned for tharn to grab his arm to push him to the wall, placing his hands to either side of his head. They both breathed heavily.
They're eyes darted.
"Damn it tharn! Let me go! I don't care! You still choose her! You went back to her! I know after some time if she comes back Yourll chose her again and again! Im done with it! Let me go!"
Tharn gripped types wrists a bit to make him wince.
"Type.......i will never chose that bitch over my heart Ever again......i just wanted to stand by her when i thought she had cancer, i wasent there for her back then, that's why i was trying to juggle you both. But i had no feelings for her type. I love you. I'm in love with you......i know time and time again i have done things that have hurt you....I'm sorry....so sorry....please Type......everyday i have been to your place to look up, waiting an hour til i saw your light would go out, then I'd leave.....i was respecting your decision when you told me to leave you alone. I even kicked the living shit out of beo when you saw him at the bar with sara that one night...."
Types eyes widen.
"Type.....please....give me one more chance to make it up to you......i know i have made horriable mistakes in the past,but if you give me this one more chance.....i will never let you go again....i love you type......please....."
Type breathed heavily, his eyes darted.
He leaned his head back.
"Tharn.......i....don't......"
Then his eyes widen has tharn placed his lips to his then parted. There eyes darted.
"Tharn......we're outside!"
"Type.....i do not give a shit! I love you. I do not care who sees or knows it."
Type took a deep shakily breathe in.
"A straight guy like you shouldn't..."
Tharn shook his head.
"Type.......I'm gay....and i am in love with you."
Types eyes widen.
There eyes darted.
Tharn then leaned his head up to give type a deep kiss letting go of his wrists.
Type wrapped his arms around his neck, giving in.
"Type....do.....do you still love me too?"
Tharn asked between kisses.
They parted to look at each other, breathing heavily.
Tears fell from types eyes, he nodded.
Tharn smiled wide, to place his lips back to types. They kissed widly.
Sunti to the side saw, the tail end to hang his head.
Witnessing this was breaking his heart.
Good for.....you Type.....good for you....

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