The next day I woke up for school
"What did the nigga want?" My dad questioned
"They needed me to calm him down" I answered putting my shoes on
"What happened?" My mom questioned as well
"It's a long story but there's this dude named Rob and he was talking crap about me and Jahseh was gonna beat him up but I asked him not to. Then they said he was still taking about me so Jahseh beat him up anyway and he was just really mad about the whole thing" I explained
"So he did what you asked him not to do?" My dad questioned
"Yeah but I understand why he did it" I said
"Yeah" my mom agreed
"Obviously he went against your wishes" my dad said
"It's not that deep"
"What did Jahseh say to you last night?" My mom asked
"He was like 'I'm sorry for letting the demons take over' and ' I love you'" I answered
"Well he doesn't fuckin love you if he did that" my dad said angrily
"He does love her" my mom argued
"No he fuckin doesn't" he argued back
"Bye" I said walking out the door
"Bye baby" my mom said
I slammed the door behind me and I could feel the tears threatening to leave my eyes but they didn't.
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I sat on the bus then Jahseh sat next to me.
"You straight?" He questioned
"Yeah" I lied looking down at my fingers
He lifted my head up by my chin and made me look at him.
"Tell me the truth" he said
I sighed and looked back down at my fingers
"It's my dad....he's just so aggressive with everything and he doesn't realize that someone of the things he says actually gets to me and hurts my feelings" I vented
"It's okay....just don't let the negativity get to you" he said
"That's hard to do when I have to deal with this, I'm bipolar and I have inner insanity" I said
"And so do I" he says
I just looked in his eyes
"I love you" he says
"I love you too" I said
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A few minutes passed
"Are you thinking about it?" He asked
"Yeah" I sighed
"Stop thinking about it....it's just gonna make it worse" he said
"I know" I say
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We got off the bus and walked in the building. I couldn't stop thinking about what my dad said and tears were threatening to leave my eyes again but we were in the hallways and I hate when people see me cry.
Jahseh walked over to me
"You straight?" He questioned
"I'm fine" I said lowly
"No you're not" he mumbled
He then grabbed my hand and took me to a hallway where no one was.
It was completely empty.
He pulled me to his chest. My face was in his chest.
"I know you're tryin to fight it but just let it out" he said calmly while slowly rubbing my back
I just broke down
"It's okay....it's okay" he whispered
After a few minutes I was done
I was sniffling
He lifted my face up and I immediately put it back down
"I look a mess" I said
"You will always be beautiful in my eyes" he says lifting me face back up and started wiping my left over tears.
"You lettin yo dad get in yo head and fuck you up....you need to stop doing that shit okay?" He said
I nodded my head
