We were just walking around outside when a boy came up to me and was trying to get my number.
"No. Sorry" I said politely but he was annoying me because he kept begging
"No" I said rudely
"Nigga she said no" Sunny said
"I don't give a fuck....imma getcho number either you like it or not" he said getting closer to me
All the boys were paying no attention
"Back up" I said
"What happens weren't you just actin all tough a second ago" he teased
"Back up" I repeated with HELLA attitude
"Or what" he smirked getting closer to me
I pulled out my pocket knife that I keep on me
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I popped it open revealing the sharp blade.
His eyes widened and so did Ally, Aylek and Sunny's.
"You tryna overpower the wrong bitch" I said pretty loud getting the boys' attention
They all rushed over here
"The fuck is going on" Jahseh said
"He was trying to get Y/n's number and she kept saying no but he was tryna make her so she got mad. He was getting all up in her face and was basically ganging up on her so she pulled it out" Aylek explained
"Shawty I didn't mean it like that" he said backing away
"I suggest you get outta here or.....you know" I threatened
He took off in the opposite direction
I turned to the group and they all looked at me
"What" I shrugged my shoulders
"Girl, put the knife away" Ally said
I held onto it tighter
"Y'all get in the car" Jahseh told all of them
"Even you niggas" Jahseh said
They all went to the car so it was just Jahseh and I.
"Bubbas calm down" he said calmly
I still had the knife in my hand
He had his eyes on the knife and back on me
He slowly took a few steps closer
"Bubbas close that" he said referring to the knife
I closed the knife so the blade disappeared
He walked up to me
"Give it to me" he demanded
"No" I refused
"Bubbas.....give me the knife" he demanded calmly
He held his hand out for the knife to be placed in
"It's okay.....just give me the knife" he said calmly
I sighed and placed the knife in his hand.
He closed his hand and put the knife in his pocket.
"Yo little ass is crazy" he mumbled but I heard it
"Cmon" he grabbed my hand and let me to the car
We drove off ———————————-
I was quiet while I rested my head on the window
"You okay bubbas" Jahseh questioned.
"I'm fine" I said
He sighed and placed his hand on my thigh
"Tell me" he said
I just pulled my leg away so his hand slipped off.
"Bubbas" he said scooting closer to me
He placed his hand back on my thigh
I rolled my eyes, grabbed his wrist and removed his hand
"You never have a problem with me putting my hand right there" he said
I just looked him up and down then looked away
"Gimme my knife back" I said
"No. I don't trust you with it while you're mad like this" he said
I smacked my lips and rolled my eyes
The group went in the store leaving Jahseh and I in the car
"Are you mad that I took your knife?" He questioned
"No" I snapped
"Then what the fuck are you mad for" he spat
"I just don't wanna be happy" I looked out the window next to me
"Bubbas you need to stop bottling everything up....that's what's making you crazy" he said
"So you think I'm crazy?" I snapped my head towards him
"Well no but....I just think you need to let people in" he said
"Whenever I do that people just end up using my problems against me in the end" I rolled my eyes
"I told you I'm not gonna leave....ever" he comforted
"Just let me in" he added
"I'm not used to doing that Jahseh....I'm not used to people actually noticing I'm not okay. I'm not used to people caring about my mental health. I'm just.....not used to people caring" I vented
"I'm sorry bubbas" he apologizes while rubbing my thigh
"But hey I'm crazy too" he said
"So you do think I'm crazy" I squinted my eyes
"I should've never told you what goes on in my mind" I scoffed
"Why" he questioned
"Because I'm tired of people judging me because I'm not like them....I may look innocent but my mind isn't" I admitted
"Bubbas....I'm not judging you" he said
"And I told you....you're not the only one" he comforted me
My leg started bouncing as I became more pissed
He pulled me in for a hug
I started trying to pull away
"Just let me hold you" he said calmly
I gave up and allowed him to
He then started to massage my side
"You don't have to be afraid to tell me anything. I will never judge you. Like I said....bottling up emotions is not good for you mental health. That's what's gonna turn you into a full on psycho. Just let me in at least. I care and love the fuck outta you and I just want you to be happy" he comforted me
