The next day I went to Jahseh's house.
Jahseh was watching TV.
My mom texted me and told me she wouldn't be home because my dad was drunk again
I was very quiet which caused Jahseh to think something was wrong with me.
"You straight?" He questioned
"Yeah" I lied
"Ok" he said
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He got up and grabbed my hand, making me stand up.
He took me to his room and closed the door behind us.
"What's wrong?" He questioned
"I don't wanna talk about it" I say trying to walk back out
"Uh uh. Yo little ass ain't bout to walk out on me" Jahseh said pulling me back by my arm
I sighed and walked over to the couch that was in his room.
He came and sat down next to me
"What is it baby" he said softly
"It's nothing" I said
He let out a sigh
I looked at him and he looked so hurt
"I just wish you would tell me" he said
"Is it that bad that you're scared to tell me?" He asked
"No it's not that I'm scared to tell you it's-" I got cut off
"Are you scared of me?" He questioned hurtfully
"No....I'm just scared of what you might do" I said
He sat up, looked me in the eyes and caresses my cheek
"Please tell me" he pleaded
I sighed and told him how my dad has an alcohol problem and it gets so bad to where my mom and I have to leave the house.
"So you're dad has a really bad alcohol problem?" He questioned
"Yeah" I said
He then gently grabbed my neck and turned my head towards him
"Tell me that last detail" he says intimidatingly
I just looked away
"Did the nigga put his hands on you?" Jahseh says angrily
"No" I said
"Y/n don't fuckin lie to me" he tightened his grip on me neck
"I'm not lying Jahseh....but that wasn't even it" I said sadly
"Stop being so scared to tell me baby" he says calmer
"I threatened my own life so that he would stop....but he didn't do obviously he doesn't care" I said
"You thought that threatening you life would change him?" He asked
I nod my head
"But whatever....it's not a surprise" I shrugged my shoulders
I then pulled out my phone and scrolled through it.
Jahseh did the same but kept his hand on my neck for some reason
He then started massaging it
It low key felt good but he didn't need to know that
He did that for a few minutes before he pulled his hand off my neck and it looked like he was texting someone.
I was kinda upset that he stopped but he didn't know that.
I was just on my phone when Jahseh grabbed my neck again, making me look up and he softly placed his lips on mine.
He pulled away and smirked at me before dragging his hand off my neck
"What the hell" I laughed
He laughs as well
He leaned back and started playing in his hair which meant he was nervous
"Why actin so nervous?" I playfully punched his arm
"Sometimes you make me nervous" he said looking at his phone
"Why?" I questioned
"I-I don't know" he shrugged his shoulders
