My dad kept texting me telling me to come home because he 'doesn't want me around all those niggas'. But I know he just wants me to come home so he can start yelling at me because he's drunk.
The tweet kept going off signaling that I was getting texts from him
He was BLOWING ME UP.
My phone was on my lap and I sat back on the bench and my leg bounced.
Jahseh knew that's what I did when I was irritated.
He took my phone off my lap and put it in the pocket to his sweatpants.
My dad kept blowing me up and it was even irritating Jahseh.
"Damn bruh" Jahseh said irritated as he pulled my phone out his pocket
He held the power button down and powered my phone off.
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We left the park
All boys and girls except for Jahseh and I went in the store
Jahseh and I were in an awkward silence in the car until he broke the silence.
"What did you mean by 'you've done traumatizing things in front of my face'?" He questioned
"Exactly what it sounds like....and he's said things" I said
"Can you tell me" he pleads
I looked in his beautiful brown eyes but then looked back to the front
I sighed
He then started rubbing his hand up and down my thigh as reassurance.
"Well my dad owns two licensed pistols but....when I was around 7 he got drunk and was yelling at the top of his lungs and....he held the gun up to his head" I admitted
I could feel his vibe change immediately
He turned my head by my chin and looked deep into my eyes
"You shouldn't have to see that at 7 years old" he said apologetically
"It's fine" I said
"What traumatizing thing did he say?" He questioned
"He threatened to burn the house down" I admitted
He eyes were filled with anger
"What the fuck" he says angrily
"That nigga is all the way fucked up" he says
"I know" I said sadly
"It's okay baby" he says as he pulls me in for a hug
I didn't hug back. I just let him hold me
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The others came back in the car.
Jahseh brought his forehead to mine as I was looking down and was asking me what else he did as I vented to him.
"Aye y'all over there flirtin?" Michael asked
"No nigga she over here spittin pain" Jahseh said
"Y/n are you sure you're okay?" Stokeley asks
"Yeah" I said truthfully
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We arrived at my house
I got out the car when Jahseh grabbed my hand
I looked back
"Let me know if I need to come back and get you" he said seriously
I nod my head
"I love you" he says
"I love you too" I said
He gave me a closed lip smile and I left.
