The next day
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I woke up and got ready for school. I wasn't really feeling myself. My dad got drunk last night and he just goes crazy.
I said bye to my parents and walked to the bus stop.
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I was the first one in the group to get there.
I sat on the bench
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"Hey bubbas" I heard
I looked up seeing Jahseh
"Hi Seh" I greeted
"You okay?" He asks sitting next to me
"Yeah" I said
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The rest of the group came to the bus stop.
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OMNISCIENT POV
Jahseh stood up and started talking to the boys.
"Is she okay?" Stokeley questioned Jahseh
"She said she is but I know she's not and she probably doesn't wanna talk about it" Jahseh said
"Jahseh does she....have any issues at home?" Jarad asked
"Well....yeah" he admitted
"And I'm kinda worried about her mental health" Sunny said
"What do you mean?" Stokeley questioned
"She's going crazy" Jahseh said
"It's not that" Ally says
"What is it?" Jahseh questions worried
"She doesn't really say these things when you guys are around and I don't know why" Aylek said
"What does she say?" Stokeley questioned
"Like last week she was like ' I don't wanna be here anymore so I don't have to deal with this'" Ally admitted
Jahseh grew worried
"And a few days ago she was like ' I don't wanna be here. I just wanna go'" Sunny said
"Is she suicidal?" Micheal asked
Jahseh began to put his head in his hands and started breathing heavily
He was panicking
"Jahseh calm down" Stokeley said
"Breathe brotha breathe" Stokeley patted his back
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Jahseh calmed down as the bus arrived
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Y/n POV
I sat on the bus.
Jahseh sat next to me
"Tell me what's wrong" he says holding my hand
"I'm just tired of being verbally abused" I admitted
"Who's verbally abusing you?" He questioned
"My dad....when he gets drunk he becomes verbally abusive but when he's sober again he claims he never said it" I vented
"I'm sorry bubbas" Jahseh hugged me
"It's not your fault" I said
"Hopefully this school year goes by fast so we can get you outta there" he says
"I hope so" I said
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"Jahseh?" I said
"What would you do if I died?" I questioned
He looked at me and looked so worried
"Stop" he said
He grabbed my head and brought our foreheads together
"Stop letting your dad put that negative shit in your head. I believe that I love more than your dad does and that says a lot. Stop convincing yourself that you're the issue when you're definitely not.....Please just talk to me when you need to. Do not hesitate to do so. I don't give a fuck if it's 3:00 in the damn morning. Call me when you need to. Vent to me. I'm here for you and always will be. I would rather hear you vent to me and tell me what's on your mind than attend your funeral.....Just please.....I'm begging you.....please hit me up whenever you need to. I love you. Word an actions cannot express how much I do. I NEED you in my life. You make me complete. You're my ecstasy. I'm....I'm in love with you bubbas" Jahseh comforted me
"Jahseh I'm in love with you too" I said
He kissed my lips
"Just start talking to me okay. I hate to see you in pain. I love the side of you that is so happy. I don't like seeing the side of you that is depressed. I know the voices in your head convince you to believe your worthless and that your not enough but that's not true because you mean so much to everyone to people around you. You don't even know how much you mean to me and you are good enough....more than good enough" he said
"Thank you Jahseh" I said
"That beautiful smile is back " he smiled back
