Scarletwidow One Shots

Wasn't Worth It

Description: Wanda and Natasha have a big argument after coming clean with some secrets. Both realize they love each other too much to let each other go completely.

Warnings: Angst

Words: 910

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Third Person P.O.V

Natasha has never raised her voice at Wanda, but things change. She hated it when people raised their voices to anyone, which makes it surprising that she is doing that herself. 

"What do you mean you're sorry? You're not sorry Wanda! You cheated on me!" Natasha yelled, her beautiful features were all turned into rage. 

"Nat, please let me explain." Wanda begged. 

"What is there to explain Wanda? You cheated, plain and simple. Keep your weak excuses to yourself." Natasha said glaring at Wanda. 

When Natasha had arrived from work, Wanda had asked to talk to her about something. She had cheated on her with a girl she met a few months ago. Wanda fell in love, but she didn't have the courage to tell her partner of 5 years. 

"I'm so sorry Nat, you know I will always love you but I can't help it. I'm so sorry it had to happen like this." Wanda exclaimed.

Anyone could tell she wasn't happy about this. It happens, anyone can fall in and out of love in a heartbeat, but no one expected it to be her.

Wanda and Natasha have been with each other for half a decade, their love was so strong. If she had broken up with Natasha, maybe they could've still been in contact, but she cheated. There's nothing she can do now.

"Was it worth it?" Natasha murmured.

"What?"

"What she worth it?" Natasha said, with a stern look on her face.

"Nat, I love you. I really do, but I love her too." Wanda said.

Each breath Wanda takes, Natasha's heart breaks a bit more. The thing is, she can't be mad at her, that's the woman she has loved for the past 5 years, and probably still will for awhile after this.

"What's her name?" Natasha begged.

She didn't want to know, she didn't want to hear the name of the girl that ruined her life, but it's only fair for her to know.

"Lexi. Her name is Lexi." Wanda said, a hint of happily behind her voice when she said her name.

"How long? How long has this been going on?" Natasha asked.

"We've been together for 5 months." Wanda answered embarrased.

"Did she know about me? Did she know I existed?" Natasha asked.

She had no idea why she kept asking things about her, it's not like she wanted to know.

"Yeah, she does. She was the one that told me to tell you." Wanda said, immediately regretting her words.

"You weren't going to tell me? You were going to keep lying to me?" Natasha asked, angry at herself for not noticing before.

"I didn't know what to do. I love both of you and I didn't want to let go of either of you." Wanda said, immediately crying as the words spill out of her.

"We've been together for 5 years, but you still picked her. How could you?" Natasha says, holding back as many tears as she can.

"I'm so sorry Nat." Wanda said, walking towards Natasha, arms extended.

"No! I can't Wanda. If we keep being like this, I'm going to end up ignoring the situation. I can't do that. You hurt me, and I can't forgive you." Natasha said walking away from Wanda.

"I'm still so sorry Natasha, and I hope you can forgive me one day." Wanda whispers.

"I'm sorry too." Natasha whispers.

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It had been 7 months since Wanda and Natasha broke up. The days started mashing together, Natasha wouldn't do anything. She stopped hanging out with her friends, shutting everyone away. She wasn't eating, or taking care of herself. She lost the person she loved the most, and it all happened in seconds.

Wanda wasn't doing much better. It was her 1 year anniversary with Lexi, and all she could think about was Natasha and how much she hurt her. Yes, she was happy with Lexi, but it wasn't the same.

They didn't have those cute moments, they didn't have spontaneous adventures, they weren't as connected as she had been with Natasha.

She loved Lexi, but she wanted to take everything back. She knows she will never find better than Natasha, and whatever they had will never return.

Natasha was mad at herself and the world, because even though it's been 7 months, and although she broke her heart like no one else has, she would take her back in a heartbeat.

She wouldn't hesitate to take Wanda back, because there is no one else she loves more in the world, other than Wanda Maximoff.

Wanda knows that it wasn't worth it.

Natasha knows that if she wants to come back, she'll take her back with open arms.

That's just how their love works.

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Hey loves! It's the author here! I haven't updated in awhile and I apologize. Not only have I been going through some things, but I have also been focusing on a book I'm publishing so my mind has been all over the place. I do hope you enjoy this chapter as much as I did writing it!

It was a bit inspired by Zayn Malik's song "Like I Would" if anyone wants a good song to listen to!

I love you all, glad to be back!