Something Gotta Give (BWWM 1/2)

My knight in shiny armor

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"I'm sorry I mistook all our laughs, long nights, sweet texts and jokes as you caring. I'll think twice before I waste my time again." - Anonymous

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Its dark

And so so cold.

I'm dying I'm sure of it.

My body aches with longing for him.

I've thrown up, repeatedly.

And I've ran into walls so many times.

They look at me as if I've done something wrong.

As if I'm to blame for the murderous event.

The killing of my heart, soul

But I gotta stay strong even if I won't be loved. Even if my hearts broken by the person holding the gun.

Even if I'm dead.

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I call him.

"Viv?" His groggily voice asked. He must've been sleeping.

" Kaz I need you. I need you now." I say while a cry escapes my cracked lips.

"Okay I'm on my way, sweetie."

I end the call. And fall to sleep, shivering from the cold and getting my heart broken.

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"Baby?" Someone asks as they stir me awake.

I turn. Kaz stands there a look of concern on his face.

Does he really care?
I ask myself.

He moves the covers back. Placing me inside them, inside the warmth. It feels good against this body I'm in.

He lays beside me. His body near mine. Clears my head.

These were the words that came out: "I'm sorry I put you through s*it." I say my voice sounding like rocks crumbling. Unlike his soft soothing one.

He's quiet only our breaths remain.

"Your s*it is my s*it. I would go through h#ll to make you happy. As long as I'm with you." He says.

I smile even though he can't see it.

I whisper: "Your Craps my crap. Rated G."

He laughed and ruffled my hair.

"It hurts now, but it'll get better."He says.

I turn to face him now. I burry my face in his shirt. He smells like the babies. In all honesty.

"Babe?"

"Yes, peachy pie?"

"Ew did you just call me peachy pie?"

"Yea. Why you don't like it?"

"It sounds like you can bake me." I laugh.

"Whatever. Yes, beautiful?"

I huff.

"That's the Kaz I know." I say while having a chuckle.

" Babe, I hate being hurt. And it hurts so bad. It feels like the world is ending."

"What only kills you makes you stronger. I guess. That's how I looked at it at least."

I nod.

"Baby, I want to tell you that I can't promise you that I can fix all your problems. But I can promise that I will be there every step of the way. Even if we aren't together."

I sniffle. That was the sweetest thing I've ever heard. No one has ever said something like that to me.

"Babe."

"Hmm?"

"Yes"

He looks at me.

"Yes what?"

"I will go out with you."

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I was totally going to end it here but I decided one more chap. (: Lol love u guys!!!