Love isn't weakness (Bellarke fanfic)

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Clarke's P.O.V    *at lunch*

I go to lunch and I sit next to Octavia and then Bellamy sits next to me. "Hey" he says.

"Hi," I say back. I then notice Finn and Raven together, then I feel tears roll down my face.

"You okay" Bellamy asks when he sees my face, then he looks up and sees what I saw. "Hey, I'm sorry, but that proves my point to why I hate him" I laugh and I rest my head on his shoulder.

*next day*

I leave my house and Bellamy is there just like he said he would be. I get in and we start driving to the opposite way to school. "Where are we going" I asked him.

"You'll see," he says.

"We have school"

"Not today"

"Bellamy, we have to go to school, turn around...Bellamy!....turn around"

"You need to get out of your head, so no I'm not turning around" We sat in silence until we stopped and he got out of the car and opened my door.

"Where are we" I asked him.

"My hiding spot, I guess you could call it" he says.

"Why are we here and not at school"

"Like I said to get you out of your head"

 "Fine, now what"

"Just look" I looked out into the view and it was so pretty and I just want to stay here forever. I didn't want to leave, then I felt his hands on my waist and I smiled. "Feel better" he asks. I nod while still having my eyes closed and he still had his hands on my waist. "We should go and get some food"

"Okay" is all I said and we got in the car and went to the diner.

Bellamy's P.O.V   *at the diner*

We arrive at the cliff and Clarke looks more relaxed, I'm glad I took her to my hiding spot. "You okay" I asked her.

"Yeah, thank you for taking me here, but I still think we should go to school," she says.

"You will not shut up about that will you, can you just forget about school today, please"

"Fine, just for today, okay" we sat talking and eating then we went back to the mountain and sat up there for a bit.

(3 hours later)

We are still at the mountain (my hiding spot). I fell asleep against a tree and when I woke up Clarke was at the edge of the mountain. "What are you doing Princess" I asked her.

"Breathing in the fresh air" she says.

"Want to go back to town"

"Yes and no, but I guess we can"

"Okay, Did O text you"

"Yeah, she wants me to spend the night, I hope that's okay"

"Yeah of course, do you need to call your mom?" I asked her.

"No, let's just go," she says.

"Okay" we left and went to my place where Octavia was waiting for us at the door.

"Where have you two been?" O starts to ask.

"Out" I tell her. She glares at me and looks over at Clarke.

"He got me out of my head for today," Clarke says.

"Did you sleep with her?" Octavia asks me.

"No, I didn't sleep with her," I told her.

"Then where were you"

"We were out, now let's go and get food"

*later that night*

I sat up in bed, I couldn't sleep, so I got out of bed and went to the kitchen. As I was walking toward the kitchen I saw Clarke in the living room. "What are you doing up, Princess?" I ask.

She looks up and says "I couldn't sleep, you?"

"I couldn't sleep either, are you okay"

"Yeah, just thinking, then O started kicking me"

"Of course she did, I'm sorry"

"Don't be, what about you, why can't you sleep"

"Thoughts keep racing in my head" I tell her.

She looks at me with those wonderful and beautiful blue eyes of her's. She then looks away and I keep my eyes on her, I can't...I can't fall for my sister's best friend...I can't but I think I already have. She then clears her voice and asks "what kind of thoughts are running through your head"

"umm...I don't...I can't really explain what I was thinking but let's just say that it gets people thinking and a lot of people would question why I am thinking it but I can't help it" I try to explain to her.

"So you're saying that it's something that Octavia wouldn't like"

"Yeah, she would kill me if she knew why I couldn't sleep...what were you thinking about" 

"Well, everyone I've known has either left or completely stopped talking to me and umm...I was just think why, I was also thinking of something Octavia would kill me for, she just hates the idea of me getting close to you, she keeps saying that you would end up hurting me but I don't see why she would think that of her own brother" she says.

"Yeah, it's because I'm known as a player and she would actually kill me to protect you and she won't tell me why" I tell her.