Love isn't weakness (Bellarke fanfic)

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Bellamy's P.O.V

Me and my mother are in the car driving home and I knew my mom wanted to ask me questions about what happened with me and Clarke and I'm not surprised whatsoever. "Mom if you want to ask just ask" I say to her.

"What happened?" she asks.

"Well after I talked to you and O and she talked to Murphy and Lincoln I went to her room and asked her if she thought it was crazy what you and Octavia were saying to me then she asked me if I thought if it was that Lincoln told it to her. Then she asked me if I was in love with her so I just told her the truth, she couldn't believe it and when she said that she loved me back that's when I couldn't believe it. We spent the last day and a half just being with each other and soon she will be coming home and I can't wait for it" 

"So you are the one who told her you loved her first...am I right?" 

"Yes because she asked me and I said 'if I'm being honest then yes I am in love with you' and her eyes went wide when I did"

"You really do still love her don't you?"

"Of course I do, she is the love of my life and you were right I should have never started dating Echo" I explain to my mother.

"I told you," she says.

"You don't have to say I told you so"

"Yes I do"

"Anyway, I want everything with her"

"Like what?"

"I want to live with her, I want to marry her, I want a family with her, and I want to grow old with her and only her" 

"Wow you're in deep just like I was with your father before he left"

I drive for 3 hour until we get home, I get home and go to my room and nothing is on my mind other than the love of my life who I want to spend the rest of my life with. She is always in my head and I can never get her out no matter how much I try.

Knowing that she is coming home soon makes me happy but I am afraid that once she is here Echo will try something because I am not going to stay with her for 2 reasons: 1) she is not the one I love, and 2) Echo cheats on me all the time and I get tired of it. I love Clarke so much that if I'm not with her then it hurts and I am tired of hurting so I need to be with her and only her.

Clarke's P.O.V

Ever since Bellamy left I have been only thinking of him and I want to be with him, I love him so much and I want him right here and right now. I start packing a little bit because I want to move as soon as I can to be with the love of my life, he is everything to me, and when I everything I mean everything, he is all I need. I just want to feel his arms around me again and I know I will be in his arms soon but I want them now, I want him.

I know Murphy doesn't like Bellamy very much since we started being friends back in high school and I know he doesn't like him even more now since he hurt me when he stopped talking to me but I forgave Bellamy for that because it was a complete misunderstanding. 

Murphy is sitting in the living room as I am packing a little and I know he is watching me, I love my brother and all but it's a little creepy when you find him just watching you pack. I know what he is most likely thinking 'you shouldn't stay with him it's not a good idea' but I don't care what he thinks I should do, Bellamy offered for me to stay with him until I find a place to live and he wouldn't let me say no so that is what I am going to do. 

After about an hour and a half of packing I choose to go to bed and try not to worry about what will happen with Bellamy and Echo, Murphy sees me get ready for bed and so he does the same and when we make eye contact he smiles at me and I smile back. I just can't wait to be in Bellamy's arms again.