Love isn't weakness (Bellarke fanfic)

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Writer's P.O.V

Clarke and Bellamy are lying in his bed saying absolutely nothing to each other, Bellamy is holding Clarke in his arms and unable to understand how Clarke could think that he would hate her, he could never hate her even if he tried. He loves her too much to hate her ever, she is everything to him and he with her, she wished that she could have been with him the first time he asked her to be with him but she wasn't ready and now he knows the whole story to why.

Clarke wrote Bellamy at least 10 different letters and he has only read the first one, he has a lot coming and she is scared to see his reaction to what she wrote in the other letters, she doesn't know what he will say about them. The only person who knows that Clarke wrote Bell letters is Lincoln and he promised to not tell O about them, she doesn't know what she would do if she found out about them, especially if she found out when she was writing them to him. She decided she would give Bellamy one letter to read after dinner everyday until there were no more letters and see what he thinks of each letter she wrote to him, she's scared but excited to do it. With the second one she has no idea what he will think about it, and she was mad at O when she wrote it so he might be mad at her or maybe not.

The next day Bellamy and Clarke start to look at apartments and see if they find one they like, Clarke doesn't start work until next week and so that's why they are looking now because the sooner they find one the sooner they can move into it and can live peacefully with each other. Bellamy is a bit saddened lately because he knows he won't get to see his little sister for a whole year but he is okay with it because she is with the man she loves and he has Clarke and that's all he needs fir now.

Hours go by and Bellamy and Clarke are both done looking for an apartment for the day, now his mother is starting to make dinner and Clarke knows that she will have to give Bellamy the second letter, she is kinda scared but she is a bit excited too. Clarke goes into the kitchen to see if she can help and she ends up helping cut veggies and then Aurora asks "so did you find a place to live yet?"

"We liked a few places but we are going to look some more tomorrow to see if we find anymore we like or like more then the ones we have our eyes on" Clarke replies to her.

"Well I hope you find one that you both love even though I don't want you guys to move out"

"Well I know and I hope we find one we both love as well and I know you don't want us to move out but we need to, it will make our relationship stronger and I am hoping one day we can move to the next step in our relationship"

"And what is the next step in your relationship?"

"You should know that answer to that"

After dinner was done (Clarke's P.O.V)

After I help finish dinner I go into Bellamy's...I mean our room and I see Bellamy half asleep on the bed, he looks so cute and I hate to wake him but he needs to eat because we didn't have lunch today because we were looking for apartments. I climbed on top of him and I kissed his forehead and then his eyes opened slowly, he smiled at me and kissed me with love and passion. "Hey, I love waking up like that," he says.

"I love waking you up like that, I didn't want to wake you though because you looked so peaceful, but dinner is ready and that also mean you get the second letter but I want to worn you about that one, I was very mad at Octavia and I did say somethings so please don't be mad at me about it" I say to him.

"I won't be mad, you were mad and I will understand that, okay?"

"Okay, come on let's go eat, your mom is waiting"

I was about to get off his lap but he takes my face and kisses me again, we sit there for about 2 minutes and then we get up and go eat. When we get to dining room his mother says to us "it's about time you guys got in here"