So I am sorry for not posting in a long time. It's 12:05 a.m. and I said I would post on Wednesday. I would have posted it on Wednesday if it wasn't for my word processor closing WITHOUT saving when I was almost done...so i had to write out the last page again :P. Well again I hope you don't hate me...This is JESSE'S climax of the story.
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I curled up onto the couch and cried into one of the pillows. How could he do that to me? He builds me up so high and makes me fall so in love with him then he breaks my heart. I wanted someone to talk to but at the same time I wanted to be alone forever.
I looked up when I heard foot steps walking into the living room.
“Jess?” Josh said walking towards me, “Why are you crying? What happened to you?” he sounded panicked
“Alex…” I muttered out behind my sobs.
“He’ll be home don-” I had to cut it off.
“He did come home…We…broke up” I buried my head back into the pillow I was crying in. I felt Josh put his hand on my back.
“It’ll be okay, Jess….It’s just one person.” He was wrong. He wasn’t JUST one person. He was the person who I cared about and who had my heart. He is the one person who had the ability to kill my inside…
I don’t know when or how but I feel asleep on the couch. Crying to sleep is awful, you always have to pry the disgusting crust that gather at your eyes off. At first I didn’t know what woke me up, then I saw the mom at the door with a suitcase with my grandparents, brother, and cousin. I sat up and looked over at her.
“Mom, where are you going?” I said tiredly.
“Home, sweetie. I only came here for Christmas.” She said sadly hugging me.
She waved goodbye and walked out the door. Great, now I have no one to talk to. Josh looked at me and ruffled my hair before going back to his room along with everyone else. My phone vibrated and I looked at the ID number to see the name ‘Derrick’. I flipped it open.
“Hello?”
“Hey Shortie, it’s Derrick. Did Alex get home yesterday?” he asked. All the pain I felt last night came back as I recalled standing at the door.
“Y-yeah, but this isn’t his home anymore…He wont be back.” I said quietly.
“What are you talking about?”
“I broke up with him…he was cheating on me. I opened the door when I heard him outside and he was kissing some boy.”
“I’m so sorry, Jess…Want me to come over?”
“I don’t mind, you can come over. Maybe I need some company.”
“Okay I’ll be there soon, bye”
“bye…” he hung up after my goodbye. I just sat on the couch and waited.
After about and hour I heard knocking on my door. I got up from the couch and opened the door. Right away I felt arms go around me, holding me tight.
“I can’t believe Alex would do that” Derricks voice said soothingly. After that I couldn’t take it anymore and I started crying again. He ran his fingers through my hair trying to calm me down. I looked up at him with tears in my eyes.
I jumped when I heard his phone play some sort of scream-o songs. He retreated his arms and put him phone up to his ear. I walked over and sat on the couch while listening to him talk.
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What's Happening to Me (boy x boy)
RomanceJesse Anderson moves to New York from London. He was one of the smartest kids in his school, although wasn't liked be many people. He becomes lovestruck as a 17 year old New York boy steals his heart. Alex McCarson has been going down the wrong path...
