Ruling the Undefined Feelings (COMPLETED)

Chapter TWENTY (Finale)

This is the finale chapter of Catherine's POV. This chapter is quietly short because I was out of words, but I still tried my very best to make it better.

Epilogue will come next to this. All of the epilogue contents is Ivan's POV.

Thank you very, very much for spending your brilliant time in reading the first story that I ever made in wattpad. I highly appreciated it.
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Chapter TWENTY

Second Chance

A week had gone by since the anniversary party of our network were I found out everything that Thia had plan against Ivan. Tulala lang akong nakatingin sa mga paper works ko sa lamesa. Lumulutang yung utak ko. Una dahil kay Thia at sa mga balak niya, ikalawa ay kay Ivan. Sinisisi ko ang sarili ko kung bakit hindi ko pinakinggan ang eksplenasyon ni Ivan noon. If only I can turn back the past, I should on t let those things happened between us. Pero kahit anong sisi ko pa sa sarili ko, di na maibabalik pa ang dati. Minsan naiyak nga ako kapag naisip ko ang mga memories namin. Kahit anong pilit ko sa sarili ko na kalimutan siya pero di ko pa rin nagawa hanggang ngayon.

Hanggang kailan pa ba ako magkakaganito?

"Cath, sabay  na tayong mag-dinner mamaya." I didn't notice Jennie coming towards my table. She startled me a little bit but I tried to act normal and resumed my confidence.

"But..."

Hindi na niya ako pinatapos sa sasabihin ko na sana dahil nagsasalita na siya ulit.

"No more but's, don't worry it's my treat." she smiled causing me to light up.

"Then fine." I responded and continued doing my paper works. I should finished this earlier para makapagpahinga na ko. All of my attention was focused on the things I've been working on to make sure that something's not going wrong to avoid thinking some shits of my broken heart. Because of the attention that I laid to my work I didn't notice that time had easily goes faster. Good thing Sam and Jennie caught my attention when they approach me about the dinner thing they said lately.

After some minutes of chatting inside Jennie's car we finally arrived. She park it on the parking area and we immediately went out. To my surprise it's the beanery that Ivan and I usually eat our dinner. Memories came and easily flashed on my mind, previously we used to eat in this place happily but now, I was here again with my friends and not him anymore. Hindi keep maiwasang maisip siya pag makita ang mga lugar kung saan may mga masasaya kaming mga ala-ala. Bitterness slowly crept  inside me as we walk on our way inside the beanery.

When we finally reach inside, there were no customers eating nor drinking there unlike the normal days we usually spent there. I wonder why is it so when in the first place they were not close either. I looked every angle and the surroundings, there are flowers decorated and some balloons, in the center  I saw one table  with two chairs, may candle rin sa gitna na nagsilbing liwanag. Maybe they have hosted a candle light dinner here. Bakit kami dito mag-dinner when in the first place my event pala na gaganapin dito. I turned to inform Jennie and Sam that we need to transfer another place but apparently Jennie's phone rang.

She prompted something that I don't understand to Samantha before she leave to answer the call. I have no choice, I turned to tell Samantha but she said she would go to the restroom for a while, leaving me alone.

'What the hell is happening with this two girls?'

Hindi ko na rin nakita si Jennie sa labas ng beanery.

"Where did this girl go?" I asked myself. Para akong timang na kinakausap ang sarili.

Minutes passed but they haven't comeback yet. I decided to just go outside and wait them there but before I could went out, I saw a car park outside of the beanery.

The owner of the car went out but I can't clearly see who it was dahil nakatalikod ito sa akin. After closing the door of his car he turn around with roses on his  hands and went inside. Noom ko lang natanto na si Ivan pala ito. So he was the one who rent the whole place just to surprise his girl. Ang swerte naman ng babae!

Nang nakapasok na siya at nakita ako he smiled. Agad akong nag-iwas ng tingin sa kanya. 'Holy shit!' Bigla nalang akong kinabahan dahil palapit ng palapit na siya sa akin.

He then handed the flowers to me.

"For you." I was shocked the whole time he utter those words. I accepted it.

That's the time that I realized what's going on. He planned all of this? Including Jennie and Samantha, pinagkakaisahan nila ako. Mga traydor!

"So kasabwat mo sina Jennie at Samantha?" hindi ko napigilang isatinig kung ano ang laman ng aking isipan. Speaking of them nasaan na nga ba ang dalawang iyon?

Ivan just nodded and smiled. "Don't be mad at them, they just do what I want." marahan niyang wika.

"B-bakit mo 'to ginawa?" hindi ko napigilang mauutal sa bawat salitang binitiwan.

"Because I love you. And I can't leave without you Cathrine." deritsahan niyang sagot.

Totoo nga ba ang sinabi niya? O panaginip lang lahat  ito. Bigla kung naisip si Thia.

"Ivan p-pero... p-paano na si Thia. She likes you very much."

If Thia would know that Ivan and I were together again, alam kong may gagawin na naman siyang kalokohan. She would do everything to get Ivan away from me.

"I don't care about her baby, I don't love her, you already know that." he explained. "Cathrine please, please give me a second chance. Please  let me love you for the rest of my life, let me prove to you how much I love you. I don't want to lose you again. I really, really love you." he utter those melting words and I saw a small drop of tears starts to fall from his eyes. He's crying!

"I love you more Ivan. Alam mo yan pero ayaw ko lang na may galit sa akin at may masagasaan akong tao dahil lang sa pagmamahal ko sayo." sambit ko. "But this time no matter what happens I will chose you. I would risk everything just to be with you." I added as I hug him.

He hug me back so tight.

Hindi ko inaakalang maging kami ulit but I'm thankful to God that he give me the most caring and loving person that I had ever meet in this world despite of the challenges that he give to test the foundation of our relationship. My night in shinning armor.

The undefined feelings I felt from the very first time I met my man has now its definition.

-WAKAS-