A Part Of Me

The real me

Just a few words away from blunder
My conscience struck me like thunder
But words tumble out of my mouth
And things go south
Like they always do

Now i am stuck
And all I can say is fuck!
But I know for a fact
That I will find my way
Like I always do

Oh! How I wish
I could turn back time
And un-see you
But it's too late
To wish that I never met you

Oh! How I wish
You would stop sending me
Those bland texts
Pretending to care
When you really didn't

Oh! How I wish
You would stop
Pretending to be nice
Just so I would reveal
How I really feel

Oh! How I wish
You knew the truth
About me and my mind
About how I could cut you off
Just like that and still be fine

Oh! How I wish
You knew the truth
About how easy it is
For me to forget you
And flip the switch

Oh! How I wish
You knew the truth
About the real me
That without you
I manage just fine