A Part Of Me

Cosmic joke

I could feel it
From miles away
Sudden bursts of
Your intangible vibes
Making me feel so good

You are merely a byproduct
Of my beautiful imagination
Divine and indulgent
Yet always out of reach

You are merely a forbidden fruit
A devilish temptation
Hanging loose
And i just can't resist

Your words play
Again and again
Like a sweet melody
In my eager ears

So tell me love
Tell me why you hold
All my answers
Tell me why
We are merely each other's playthings
I know it shouldn't hurt
But it does
And adds to my endless woes

Tell me why
I can't fill in the gaping chasm
Between you and me
With answers anymore
The way I did before

Tell me why
This connection feels
Like a cruel cosmic joke
Deliberately trying to defame me
In my own eyes

Tell me why
It hurts knowing that
I was right all along
It was nothing
But a cosmic joke