𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐇 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐓, ˢᵃᵐ ᵘˡᵉʸ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵉᵐⁱˡʸ ʸᵒᵘⁿᵍ

twenty one

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TODAY IS THE DAY, RIHANNA WAS GOING HOME. Charlie was coming to pick her up. She's had fun with Sam and Emily, but it felt wrong. She couldn't keep doing this, how was she going to tell Leah, she couldn't come over because she was with Sam and Emily. She felt like she was a bad person, that she had betrayed Leah. She promised she would stay away, and now look where she is. But it's not entirely her fault right? She was brought here by Carlisle. And she was in littlespace with no control at all.

She was trying to force herself into her big self, she knew Charlie hated her being a little and so did Bella. And she wasn't in the mood to deal with him, and she also knew when she's back home he's going to give all the attention to Bella, since she just came back from the hospital.

"Rihanna, are you okay, sweetheart?" Emily asked the girl siting at the table, who look like she was in her thoughts. Rihanna turned her attention to Emily and gave an awkward smile.

"I is - am good, thanks for asking Emily." She really was trying. She did miss the look on Emily's face when she corrected her little self. Sam walked downstairs and kissed Emily's scars and looked over at the young girl watching as she looked like she was having a battle with herself.

"She's trying not to slip." Emily mumbled to Sam, who nodded he knew the reason for it. He turned to Emily slowly and hugged her before bending down to her ear.

"It's because of Charlie, and her sister." He gave Rihanna a side look, when he saw her twitch and snap out of it, she was now her big self. She was now aware of her surroundings, and boy did she look guilty.

"Rihanna, can we ask you a question?" Sam asked, looking at Emily to see if she was ready to ask Rihanna what they thought about asking her. Emily gave a nod of acceptation and look at the girl.

"Sure." She whispers confused, before looking at the couple, who took a seat in front of her.

"Okay, so we've had a talk for the past couple of days and we want to not feel uncomfortable. So if you do feel like we are pressuring you, please tell us, because last time you stormed out of here in anger." Sam explains to the older Swan who nods.

"Okay, for the past couple of days, you were in littlespace, and you looked like you were content, and we just want you to know that we are in love with you. And that we have gotten to learn you a bit more, and we were thinking if we could be your caregivers." Sam continues, Rihanna jaw dropped, and continues to listen.

"And we all know that you do need caregivers, you are a little who doesn't really know manners, and you always hold back. You could stay here, and you wouldn't have to live with Charlie anymore, you would be here, safe and protected. And you can let us take care of you." Sam finishes as he hears Charlie's cruiser pull into the driveway.

Rihanna sat there ignoring the cruisers horn, she looked at them in shock and then looked down. She's always wanted caregivers but Sam and Emily? She knew what they did to Leah and that was wrong, and now they want her. They do take away the pain in her chest and she has taken a liking to them, and this is why she needs to stay away. She cannot do this to her best friend, who takes care of her, and she helping her over the break up and betrayal.

"I-I....I'm sorry, I can't." She stumbles on her words. The couples smiles dropped.

"I'm sorry, I can't do that to Lee-Lee." She starts, then meets their eyes. "I just can't, that would be the ultimate betrayal. I helped her after you broke her, and she has helped me with my own pain. I'm very sorry, and I've started to really like you guys, like more than like. And I can't start falling in love with my best friends ex-boyfriend and her cousin, you guys hurt her and I can't do that. I'm sorry, I really am." She finishes standing up, before putting on her jacket, she walks to the door and pulls the handle.

"Please, give us a chance, Rihanna." Emily begs, she had tears forming her eyes. She felt the rejection, while Sam looked hurt. This hurt Rihanna's heart. She stares at them again and shakes her head. Biting her lip.

"I can't." She looks at them and then back to her dads cruiser. "Maybe it's best if we all just stay away from each other. I am very sorry, and thank you for taking care of me, I appreciate it. But please from my point of view, it would be very selfish, if I did this. To Leah of course."

"Thank you for taking care of me and letting me into your home again, after my temper flared up and I'm sorry for swearing but I can't, and I just feel like a bitch for doing this to Leah. I have to go, uhm thanks again, and goodbye." She finishes before slipping out the door and shutting it gently.

She opened the front seat door and looks anywhere but the house before looking off into the woodsy scenery. Ignoring her dad's stares and his words, she felt her heart break. She couldn't she just couldn't, she would feel like she was everything Leah described Emily. She couldn't do this, a tear slipped down her cheek, she just wished that everything wasn't so complicated. First her family only cares about her younger sister, second; Leah was her best friend and she didn't want to hurt her, lastly; her ex-boyfriend and her cousin who hurt her, was in love with the older Swan. She couldn't do this, she couldn't take the stress. She just leaned on her arm and stared out, turning off her own thoughts.

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