𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐇 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐓, ˢᵃᵐ ᵘˡᵉʸ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵉᵐⁱˡʸ ʸᵒᵘⁿᵍ

twenty two

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RIHANNA WAS SITTING IN CLASS TAPPING her pen on the desk, looking up at the clock, she could hear the whispers of her classmates talking about want went down at prom. At least the talk wasn't her anymore. She glanced at the clock yet again, she had lunch and then two more classes left, not to mention she had her younger sister who was bitching about how she didn't want a birthday or a party. But knowing Alice, she's put on a party for her sister.

It has been a week since she was last in La Push, she's rejected Leah's offer to come down. She didn't want to be there at the moment, and she didn't want to accidentally bump into Sam or maybe even Emily, it hurt her to see them hurt. But she didn't even know why she felt like this, all depressed and sad. She shouldn't have to feel this.

She couldn't help but suddenly feel calm and relaxed, she smiled slightly and shook her head, turning around to give Jasper a look. He sat there looking innocent giving her a small smile, before standing up with everyone else. She just realised the bell has went, she stood up and put everything in her bag, and her pen in her jean pocket.

She got up and grabbed Jasper's hand, pulling him down some stairs and into the cafeteria she was so hungry. She sat down in the middle of both Jasper and Emmett, taking out her lunch box, that she prepared for herself. Two peanut and jelly sandwiches and a Disney Princess cup that had a plastic straw, but it was full of chocolate milk. And then she had an apple for either the end of the day or if she's hungry afterwards.

That's something else she has noticed about herself. She hasn't been eating like normal, she wasn't sure if it was the stress or she couldn't be bothered to eat. She was actually forced to bring food, the text Emmett sent her about Alice watching her not eat.

*You better eat your food little one, or I'm going to bring some and force it down your throat in front of people :)*

Totally not scary right? So she ended up bringing food and eating it, watching a satisfying smile place itself on Emmett's stupid face. She glared at him earning a slight slap landing on her thigh, it caused her to flinch, the hand stayed there, she glanced down and saw Emmett's hand. How did it get there so fast? Wait....oh right, he's a vampire. She forgot.

She whimpered and shook her head, she couldn't do this not here. She didn't want her littlespace right now, she just wanted to get through the day, take a nap and then go to this party Alice planned.

"Happy birthday, Bella." Emmett offered the younger Swan as she sent him a glare, which made Rosalie send her an even eviler one.

"Please, don't say that to me." She said while placing her head down on the table.

"What's her problem, little one?" Emmett asked the older Swan who barley acknowledged him.

"She's being a weirdo, I mean it's just a birthday." She growls out under her breathe. Emmett laughed.

"She's scared of ageing. Because we are all seventeen or eighteen?" He whispers.

She shrugs, "she wants to be one of you."

Emmett nods his head and tickles her sides, making her giggle slightly. She smiled at him with a smile showing him that he is forgiven.

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It's now the end of the day, she was strapped inside the back of Emmett's jeep, Rosalie was in the shotgun seat. They were driving her to their house, and said she could have a nap at her house. She had Ellie with her hiding away in her backpack. Emmett pulled into the driveway and parked the jeep in the garage. They three off them got out and walked inside the house, Esme greeted them back while they walked upstairs. Carlisle wasn't here because he was called into work for an emergency, she hoped whoever it was were perfectly fine now.

But once the door opened Rihanna kicked off her shoes and put them next to their wardrobe, while Emmett grabbed Ellie from her bag, and picked Rihanna up, placing both of them on the bed. Rosalie pulled back the sheets while Rihanna crawled inside of them, while Emmet pulled it back over the small girl, both vampires made sure she was comfortable, and gave her a small kiss on her forehead before closing the curtains and leaving the room.

Rihanna placed her thumb into her mouth and hugged Ellie close to her, she looked at the ceiling and sighed. She didn't even want to think about the mess she had gotten herself into anymore. She kinda blames this on the Cullens, for making her stay with Sam and Emily, the two people who hurt and betrayed her best friends trust. And then she goes and falls in love with both of them. She glanced at the door before shutting her eyes, she just felt confused. She wasn't normally like this, she loved Leah. Leah was her big sister, her best friend. She couldn't, she just couldn't. But she wanted to be selfish and go with them, but she wasn't like that. She couldn't betray Leah like that. But all that she knew was, maybe things will get better soon.

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