Can We Keep It Together {Haikyuu Fanfic}

Chapter 13 ~ Panic

Trying to keep this story interesting but it's hard. Anyway slight warning this chapter will contain anxiety and panic attacks. Also go check out my tik tok its2am_wth I make fun anime edits.
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Iwaizumi POV

After Hinata came back from the hospital the most of us went to bed. A few stayed up to ask if he was ok but I was pretty beat from the lake so I went to our room to relax. Oikawa seemed kinda worried which is a little odd but we were all worried.

I'm just relaxing on my bed mindlessly scrolling through different apps while Oikawa is on his computer doing god knows what.

"Shit..."

"What?" I sit up and walk over to him.

"Email from Waseda University."

"Oh wow really." He nods nervously and I sit down next to him. "Well open it." He exhales and then clicks on the email, slowly scrolling down to see if he was accepted.

"Dammit." He slams his computer shut and falls back onto the bed covering his face.

"Come on Oikawa it's not the end of the world. Didn't you apply for a bunch more schools."

"Yeah I know but still..." he sighs and looks up at me frowning. I roll my eyes.

"Come on stop frowning. Wanna watch something? Get your mind off it?" He smiles lightly and sits up grabbing his computer.

"Your being to nice Iwa. It's weird."

"Oh so you what me to laugh saying you didn't even deserve getting into that school."

He shrugs. "Only if you believe that." I groan and and join him as he starts some random movie.
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"15 laps let's go faster!!" I pick up the pass catching to Oikawa as we finish up the warm up. Oikawa's been a little off since last night but I can't blame him. It's really hard to get rejected from a school. But something he mention last night stuck with me. I'm being too nice? When did I even start being nice to him. It is weird and I didn't really realize.

I sit down on the bench next to Oikawa taking a break before we start drills. I glance at him thinking of something to say that wouldn't be nice or mean but that's hard.

"Oi," he turns his head to face me. The expression he is wearing is different. He seems pretty out of it or on the verge of a breakdown. "You with us?" I say in a slightly annoyed tone. The best I could do. I snaps out of it a plasters his annoying smirk across his face though it seems a little forced.

"Now now no need to worry."

"Wasn't worried."

"Sure sure," he smirks at me and then stands up to begin practice.

Practice is pretty basic today. We start off with some basic receiving drills along with the other teams. Then we move on to spikes which starts off normal but after a few sets Oikawa starts to lose it.

He started over shooting it and screwing up every serve. I don't think this has ever happened. It's weird.

"Hey hold on for a second." I pause practice and look to Oikawa. He's breathing very heavy for the beginning of practice. I observe him for a second. I notice his body starts to shake and he puts a hand over his chest.

"Hey." I say lightly as a approach him. His breathing has only gotten heavier. "Oikawa?" I say a little loud trying to get through to him. He reaches up and puts his hands in his hair as he gasps for air. He's starting to lose it. He's shaking even more and slowly starts to fall to the floor. That's when it clicks.