No Where to go but up ( hawks x reader)

chapter 3

A/N I thought the gif was funny

Hawks pov

I woke up in the middle of the night. I look around seeing I'm still at y/ns. I lift up to see i was bleeding a little. I diddnt want to wake her but i needed to get cleaned up. I grunted as I stood up from the sofa. I made my way to her bedroom door. I creaked it open slowly and turned around shutting it as softly as I could. I then turn to walk to the bathroom to see her wings taking up the width of the room. I look in awe for a moment.
The feathers where hers.  I look to see a way around her but there wasnt one. I tried my best to move around her wing it brushed against my torso as I passed. She shifts in the bed and I freeze.  I diddnt wake her and snuk into the bathroom. I closed the door to be met with black and red feathers everywhere. All over the floor.
Why and how did she loose all of them? That is not a normal amount. Yet her wings still look full of them.

I sigh and look around to find some gauze. I saw some sat on the sink and I grabbed it wrapping it around my torso. Now to get out without waking her .

I walk back out to her room to see her sitting up in bed.

" oh hey." She yawned rubbing her back.
" sorry if I woke you there's not much room in here." I chuckled softly
" my bad here." She went to move her wings but she screamed out in pain. I stepped back looking at her curl up.

" are you ok? What's wrong ?" I move her feathers carfully and sit in front of her.

" long story ,and frankly I dont know what's wrong." She huffed her wings still spread out in the room.

" maybe I can help?"

" no , there's nothing you can do. It's been like this for years. " she groan as she moved leaning forward.

" I might be able to. I got wings to ya know." I teased and she glared at me .I put my hands up.

" just dont touch. " she sighed and lifted up the back of her shirt.  I stood up on the bed and flew above her wing settling to sit behind her.
Her right wing seemed to be fine. But the other....

" hey your feathers." I sighed seeing where trying to fall out my loosely hung on.

I heard her groan.

" can you please pick em out? Just be very careful. " she sighed

" sure but you shouldn't be losing this many. " I said as I  place a hand on her shoulder as I picked some of the feathers out that where really loose.

" I know. I dont know why it happens. Pain? Or stress maybe?" She says tensing up. 

" could be because this wound." I said placing my hand close to the where it was. She hissed and her body jerked. Her feathers grazed my arm as she moves and it sliced into my arm. I gasp at the pain looking down at my arm.
" what the hell was that for?" I spat looking at my arm. They went bad just scratches but it felt like 10 million tiny paper cuts.

" fuck sorry , I can't really control it. It's part of my quirk. " she sighed 

" its fine. But I'm going to head back out so you can sleep. " I said fluttering over her wings and out the door before she could say anything.

Y/n pov

He practically flew out of the room as I sat there tears pericing my eyes. The pain had gotten so bad. I whimper crying  trying to be quiet. 
It came to a stop at about 4:30 am when I fell back to sleep

Morning

I groan stretching my arms out as I get up. The sun was up and bright.
It was 8 o clock. I have to get to work.