No Where to go but up ( hawks x reader)

chapter 12

Y/n POV

Day 1:

All I did today was watch tv. Keigo diddnt show up either.
I'm getting tired of all the same channels and all the same movies playing. A nurse or doctor has came in about every 2 hours to make sure I'm ok.
The food today wasnt that good so I diddnt eat much of it.
It was this rubbery turky with mash potatoes and gravy.

They had better food. Today it just sucked. 

Since Keigo never showed up I ended up reading a book. I only read about 20 pages but it's not bad so far.

It's about a girl who was lost at sea and couldn't find her family. She was trying so hard though.

Day 2:

I slept most of the morning. Today just wasnt a good day I guess. My back hurt so much and it wouldn't stop bleeding. I guess I could have agervaded it some how. But since my back would bleed every hour or so a nurse was in here full time.

I was so tired and weak from so much blood loss. Today consisted of sleeping ,then having nurses freak out because I was covered in blood. Then change the bandages ,change the sheets and go back to sleep.

Keigo made it today. I was so happy to see him. He came around 8pm. He looked tired and beat up, but he looked ok.

" hey kitten, are you ok? You look kinda pale." He ran his fingers through my hair.

I gave him a half smile not moving from my spot.

" I'm great just lost alot of blood." I had no emotion in my voice. I was just so tired.

" how did you loose so much blood?"

" my back, but let's not talk about me. How was working. Anything exciting happen?" I gave him a soft smile.
He just frowned as he cupped my cheek with his hand. I moved with his touch.

" today was just a bunch of paper work I missed being gone for so long. But it's alright. I've been worried about you." He kissed my forehead still rubbing my cheek.

" I'll be ok as soon as I get some blood back. But did you hear anything about me coming home?" I asked with a hopeful look.

He just frowned shaking his head.

" no there is nothing I can do right now. The only way you would be able to come back is if I hired a nurse. I can if you want me to."

" no ,no it's ok I'd rather have you there with me. So I'll just stay here. The doctor said I should be ok after getting some rest. So I should be all good by tomorrow." I smiled and reach my arms out to him. He wrapped me in his arms giving me to tightest hug. I smiled taking in his scent.
" I love you Keigo. " I whispered into his ear as we hugged.

" I love you more kitten." We parted and we looked at each other.

" kitten you need rest, I'll be back tommrow, promise."

I nodded my head leaning forward giving him a small peck on the lips.

" see you Keigo." I smiled.

" see you tommrow kitten."

Day 3 :

I woke up feeling so much better today. The color in my face had returned. My back would still bleed from time to time but it wasnt bad.
Today's breakfast was just some orange juice and a little thing of ceral. I ended up eating it all.

I read most of the day. I'm a slow reader so I only got to around page 60. The book was still sad. She was now abandoned alone on a island.

I'm still not allowed to move around with sucks  since I feel better. I really wanted to go for a walk. I diddnt want to get any bed sores.